I put a mask on everyday,
For the people to not see the miserable me.
But why do you do keep trying?
You keep trying to reveal me.
I do not ask for help.*
.
.
.
Please don't leave me.....

I changed,
NOT because I wanted to,
But because I HAD to.
For me to withstand,
All the ****.......
you made me go through.

There's many girls,
That guys don't consider
beautiful
or
****.
But that does not give guys the right,
to hurt and cheat on them.

It hurts to know,
That you'll never remember,
The things that,
I will never forget.
I guess I really loved you...
And you really didn't.

Why do I stay calm,
When I know I have every right,
To break down.
From all the **** I went through.
Oh yeah.....
Because if I did.
I'm afraid...
Afraid,
That I won't be able to stop.
And be broken forever.

It hurts to realize,
That you were everything to me,
But.........
I was nothing to you.

The more you show your true feelings,
The more people find ways to hurt you.
You may find me cold,
But I was once a happy child.
But now......
I'm just trying to protect myself,
From feeling the same ways I felt,
When the people I trusted,
Abandoned me.