On the day you decided to love me no more
You left my heart so sore
The sky started to cry
And I had no better option
Than to lie
And act like I was well
Because I stumbled
and quickly fell
And felt too weak to stand
I only needed your hand
To grab and pull me up
No one knew about my sorrow
No one saw me weep
But the love I feel for you
Is in my heart to keep.

I wasn’t just on your mind
I wasn’t just in your heart
I wasn’t just your thought
I wasn’t just your feelings
I was
On your walls
In your writes
Your glimmering eyes
Your lovely smiles
I was
Your motivation
The reason for your impatience
Your inspiration
The reason of your creations
I was
A part of your soul
What made you whole
The kohl in your hazel eyes
The lows and the highs
I was
Your first kiss
Your fireworks
Your butterfly feelings
Your heart’s beatings
I was
Your first
& last
Your forever
& beyond
I was
The mystery in your eyes
The misery in your cries
The joys in your laugh
The colors in your life
I was
Your summer sunset
Your morning lust
Your late night gossip
Your love of life
&
The love of your life
But perhaps that’s all I am
A ‘was’
A past, history, forgotten

I WAS