Talk about inconvenience, right?
I'm trying to move on with my life
And here I am, sitting outside
And letting all the rain pour on me.

How convenient it is
That the droplets are cold enough
To sting me every time it touches my skin,
But not enough to freeze me.

It is truly convenient that the rain
Is so persistent and relentless
But that no matter how still I sit
It can't drown me

I used to find solace in the rain
"Peace among chaos", I used to say
But how convenient that now when I'm sad
The rain doesn't bother to wash my sorrow away

It's fine
            I'm Ok
Don't worry
            I didn't die today

She tattoos scars
Down her arms
And up her legs
A roadmap to the bleeding heart
You'll never see
To actualize the pain
To make it seem real
She takes a blade to her wrist
And finally feels
An exhalation of sorrow
Of hopelessness and doubt
Perhaps only for a moment
But a permanent route
A roadmap of scars
Tattooed on her skin
Hieroglyphic memoirs
Of the story within

'He walked on dusty roads, alone he walked away. Tearing his flesh apart, everyday. He walked until he could no more. The road ended suddenly, his feet got sore, But still he kept on walking forward... on thin air for his eyes to see. He left his own skin, to walk free.'

Come here child
Don't be afraid
I won't hurt you
I just take the pain
You've tried for so long
To forgive and forget
Its just too much at once

In your little head
The voices they creep
The tics they ridicule
The images inside
Your amazing twisting mind
All you ever say "why are you being so mean!? This who I am this is me"

I'm here now so come with me
We will take a walk in the summers breeze
You won't cry not anymore
You won't hide behind closed doors
Its all alright
Can't you see?
Its better this way
You're safe with me

"Looking at the reapers face
Knowing full well of his evil ways
I take his hand
He leads me down
Down down down
Deeper in the ground
As I see the last of the light
I picture the love of my life
I whisper into the dark night
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being me"

I can't do it
Not on my own
He said he's helping
Helping me cope
I won't have to worry
I won't always cry
I won't remember the pain inside
I won't see your face
In the dead of night
Its just an illusion
A trick in my mind
I won't hear your voice
I won't miss your lips
I won't miss the way you held my hand

Come here child
Don't be afraid
I won't hurt you
I just take the pain
You've tried for so long
To forgive and forget
Now it's all over
Trust me my friend