I have this addiction towards you that doesn't go away. I want all of you all the time, everyday. I am afraid it will go down in flames but I'm willing to burn.

We dance on this earth without listening to the song of the universe.
We wear our hearts on our sleeve wishing for warmth.

The universe sings songs of the dead stars.
The earth moves to the sound of our heartbreaks.

Our hearts are too loud to listen.
Our hearts are too loud to dance to the rhythm.

Our love were songs.

Unfortunately songs do not last forever.

The drums stops as my heartbeat stops pumping blood for you.

The guitar stings stops shivering as my skin learns to stop building mountains upon it.

The piano keys will stop turning as my eyes forgets locking to yours.

The singer sings the last word of hope as I stop my midnight whispers of your name.

The vinyl will not stop spinning as I hold on to the silence.

I recorded every song of us and I hope I stop replaying.

He is like the smoke I am inhaling.
Easing the pain inside me yet killing.

He is like the rain soaking my clothes and my hair,
refreshing the body, yet cold.

He is like the wind,
he is here for few seconds and then disappearing.

He is away,
but the feelings still remain.

And if I cry, he still won't be there.
And if I drown myself in tears, he still won't be there.

We move from orbits,
too far away from each other.
We are able to admire each other's beauty,
because we will never collide.

You are the dust roaming around the space,
the dust that makes me choke.
You are the magical moonlight,
that makes me so tired.
The beauty of your soul is sparkling,
and the sparkles are filling up my heart.

You are my favourite way of dying,
because loving you has been breaking my heart into pieces.
I fell in love with you,
but I am strong.

Your mouth was always cave of secrets
making me wonder about all the things you said
making me wonder about all the things you never said.

And I hate the way you left me wondering
three years later
with no answers
to my silent questions.

Take that pill to keep your promise.

Self medicating, mind exploding.

This is not all that is left.

Take that pill to forget.

Self medicating, mind numbing.

This is all that is left.