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Heather Feb 17
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You're looking in the mirror with a big smile
The biggest toothy smile you can muster
You're looking at your reflection and telling yourself that you're happy
Very happy
But why are there tears of sadness streaming down your face
  Feb 16 Heather
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most people see me as
a happy person because
i laugh easily,
i smile a lot,
i joke a lot.

but deep down
in my heart,
i am fragile,
i can get hurt easily,
but i choose to not
show it to the world.

instead of being sad,
i choose to laugh to cover it.
maybe you can call me
"the queen of the mask"

by this,
you can tell
that most of the time
when I'm laughing,
I'm not really laughing,
i was trying so hard to hide
my sadness.
Heather Feb 16
You've been leaning on a shoulder to keep you strong
That person's been there for you
But what happens when the person leaves
And it's all your fault
You've driven away the rock you stand on that keeps your feet from touching the lava
What to do when it's gone
The only strength that was keeping you up
Your strength came in the form of a person
You loved that person and wanted to give them nothing but  the best
But you only gave them the worse
So what do you do when they leave
Cry your eyes out because they're gone
And they're probably not going to come back because you pushed them away with your negativity
How to be strong from now on I don't know
But for now, I'm just going to cry
Heather Jan 22
I wish memory erasing exist
Because forgotting memories isn't easy
Especially the good ones that just leaves your heart broken
Or you just wish you could leave this life behind and start over
But life isn't that easy
And life isn't that fair
But you just wish so so much
That all the pain go away
That everything just goes away
But they always say be careful what you wish for
But at this moment I don't really care
Heather Jan 22
Just take a walk
Although today was a great day
You got to say goodbye
Because not all great things are good
So walk into tomorrow
With today forgotten
Heather Jan 16
I'm looking at you
And not seeing your face
Only your soul
No matter how hard I try to see it
I just can't
But in the end
It's only your soul that matters
Cause your face will turn to dust one day
But your soul will last for eternity
It's a good thing I fell in love with your soul and not your face
Heather Jan 6
I love you and you don't know it
I just wish I can tell you I do but I'm too afraid of rejection
Rejection I'm accustomed to but coming from you I don't think I can take it
If only life was simple where I tell you and if rejected I don't get hurt
But life isn't like that
I just love you so much
If only you knew
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