each day i swallow
the white pills that remind me
where i've been

"Grew up in that war zone
Wonder where my friends go..."

I feel like running,
Running from what I did to you.
Though you come in drunk
It upsets me,
I still feel like I need to do what makes you happy,
Cause when you're upset,
You get real low.

I want to run,
But got nowhere to go.

I am filled with uncertainty
It grabs
            me,          attacks me.
It kills me sometimes.

You're my secret. The best secret That I have What I have given Many kisses The secret that between the sheets He has had everything of me. I have you. Where the heart Stronger late There is no angle Of my soul That you have not crossed And I do not want to leave you. Go far Now far from you But like the wind Free are Heart and soul They are looking for you Search your eyes Your mouth Imagining your smiles That I do not have I suffer But I prefer that. At least I suffer for you. My soul

The guitar string breaks
And so does the melody
Leaving the room
In an uncomfortable silence

i think i crave someone to love me
because i can’t seem to do it myself

Only if you want to believe, can you truly

You were here
just for a while.

I can still smell your scent
from the last hug you gave me.

You made December feel
like an eternity,
but maybe for you
it has been just a blink.

I could not watch you walk away
because it would have meant
that your back was the last thing
I could see.

I'd rather remember your smile
because it was the first thing
I fell in love with.

her eyes are beautiful,
but the coldest
I have ever seen.