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 Dec 2019 Malia
Mari
Worthless
 Dec 2019 Malia
Mari
My heart feels like
it's about to shut down
from all the truths
that only I know

People view me
as kind
selfless
heartfelt
with empathy

Yet once they witness
my darker side
this inner demon
that is always
a few steps behind me

Once they see
the ashes and smeared blood
tainted within my mind and heart

I am once again alone
alone to pick up the pieces 
of a love that never was
 Dec 2019 Malia
Shay
I miss saying i love you
I loved you then
I love you now
We were best friends
Every smile came from you
Now tears do
I miss saying i love you
I miss saying it in the morning
I miss saying it at night
The feeling i would explode if i didn't tell you right then and there
I love you, i love you, i love you
Now you tell someone else
Now im a stranger
Now im not important
Maybe i don't love you now?
Maybe i do?
I definitely did
It was magic
Fairytale love
Love that could move mountains
Why did we end, i will always wonder
I miss saying I love you
I love you.
 Dec 2019 Malia
Riveá
12/19/19
 Dec 2019 Malia
Riveá
the first lie you told me was when you swore to never hurt me.
the last came the day i left when you spat that you had loved me.
dear boy,
love does not transition to past tense overnight.
 Dec 2019 Malia
Nellie 55
Untitled
 Dec 2019 Malia
Nellie 55
You ever love some one so much you'd walk through a physical storm for them? Make sure they're warm and safe.
My baby ain't coming back, I've got to change my act. But it's hard to see what's going on I'm a have to react.
Sometimes I feel like I'm a be alright. All it takes is music and a motivation to write. I find myself writing the same things woth different metaphors.
I glace out the window picturing her next to me. Feel the chills all the way down to my feet.
Toxic, betrayal, and love threw knives. But I'll still have her back. Not like I'm a monster I'm just trying to get back on track.
 Dec 2019 Malia
the ethereal girl
i have been
conditioned to
think that working
is more important than
my health.
 Dec 2019 Malia
marion
you
 Dec 2019 Malia
marion
you
can’t get over you
all i think about is you
all i want is you
all i need is you
can’t get over you
 Dec 2019 Malia
Poetic Eagle
.......
 Dec 2019 Malia
Poetic Eagle
Words don't heal anymore
I'm done
I miss you and it makes me sick
When I think of your face
All I think about is all the love
And all the time we waste

Now I haven't heard in quite some time
If you are doing fine
All I know is in the end my dear
You never will be mine

I've made mistakes and blacked out
Every time I'm coming to
My one only regret my dear
Is never telling you
Lovesick years
 Dec 2019 Malia
N
Not A Suicide Note
 Dec 2019 Malia
N
A drunken god has
spoke you into existence
A stolen diary that told you,
it’s a sin to return this body
even if its weak bones
couldn’t carry the weight
of your heavy heart

I know I can speak myself out of it
With a blade in my hand
standing on the edge of the stage,
I’ll wait for the Almighty to sober up
and watch me steal his role

After twenty years of rehearsal
I’ll play god,
lights will go off,
and curtains will close

Your followers will clap in awe
at my convincing performance

As I bow before them
As I fall before you
This is merely satire.
 Dec 2019 Malia
Juno
Book
 Dec 2019 Malia
Juno
The feeling
Of finishing
A good book
In a day.

It ends
Too soon
And leaves
A strange feeling.
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