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414 · Jul 2013
Be Ready
GaryFairy Jul 2013
Thank you for what i am receiving
receiving me with open arms
arms that have loved before
before they were pushed away
away we go into another place
place your heart into my hands
hands that long for you
you will love again i am certain
certain things are for sharing
sharing time with you feels good
good feelings i feel right now
now i feel like i have a plan
plan to spend your life smiling
smiling is the way to be
be ready
413 · Mar 2015
one man
GaryFairy Mar 2015
One man sleeps while the other man awakes
one man does what ever it takes
one man eats ramen noodles, one man eats steak
one man is what another man makes
412 · May 2015
no title
GaryFairy May 2015
how many tears have I wept
a salty river flowing toward death
into that water, I have leapt
treading until I am short of breath
lost my strength, there's nothing left
so you know, I did my best
sinking down into the depths
my body finally comes to rest
409 · Dec 2014
intentions
GaryFairy Dec 2014
She said that she got wet when I knocked on her door
she didn't know that I wanted more
I wondered to myself, what I was there for
because the pleasure only left my heart sore

she said that I make her feel like a little girl
she didn't know about the adult world
I wondered to myself, why she made my head swirl
and all I did was make her toes curl

She said that she got wet when I knocked on her door...
she didn't know what I was really there for
408 · Nov 2014
broken doors
GaryFairy Nov 2014
One door closes and another door opens
I am only left here hoping
going through the same old motions
so many words left unspoken

one door opens and another door closes
it makes it hard just to focus
there's a line about thorns and roses
this is the door I've chosen

One door closes and another door opens
might not be like you're hoping
going through the same old notions
it only leaves me feeling broken
407 · Dec 2014
baltic avenue
GaryFairy Dec 2014
Down on Baltic street
the price of living is high
where the bricks meet the concrete
and chimneys meet the sky

down on Baltic street
the value of life is low
where winning meets defeat
only the defeated know

down on Baltic street
the price of living is high
where dreams and passions fleet
someone is going to die
407 · Jan 2015
mission statement 2
GaryFairy Jan 2015
I don't need permission to fit my own vision
**** on giving in to this system prison
it's all fiction, i stiffen when i listen
i'm driven by the hissing of friction

it's my decision to resist with suspicion
unforgiven for fits written like a religion
lists of wishes and living submissions
on a trip to distance myself from tradition
403 · Feb 2015
living free
GaryFairy Feb 2015
fifty miles from the nearest store
tucked back into the oaks and pines
where doves die, and vultures soar
where the warming sun never shines

he sits in his ply board home
in the dew drops of dampened dreams
he would rather be wet and alone
he says it's not as bad as it seems

heating water in a ***** ***
for his morning pine needle tea
he really believes he has a lot
though he has less than you and me

he hits the trails to check his traps
hoping for a protein boost
he collects greens and mushroom caps
everything he sees, has a use

people say he isn't worth a dime
like a dime is all they can see
he thinks they're not worth his time
he thinks they're not living free
403 · Dec 2014
jack frost
GaryFairy Dec 2014
Yes, i am the one who freezes your breath
an icicle clung to the wheezes of death

I can stop the world with my frozen chill
the weak and dying are my chosen ****

I gave the cold to the blizzard that lives
I can give all the pain that misery gives

feeling the gusts from my shiver winds
bringing so many to their bitter ends


I am the one responsible for it all
I always show up right before the fall

please don't call me the winter loss
you can feel free to call me mister frost
400 · Dec 2014
when a god dies
GaryFairy Dec 2014
(a narcissistic god)

I am ice and I am fire
I am the beginning and the end
sacrifice for my desire
or never get to where you begin...

------------------------------------------

that sunset used to be mine
I ruled over all the land
the beginning of thought and time
it doesn't belong to man

(a miracle - let the shepherd do his work)

a miracle, a ******'s child
all hail the king of kings
let all that is wild
see what tomorrow brings

dont question what came before
close your eyes to the past
close every open door
I am here to rule at last

(miracles)

I can walk on water
or turn it into wine
I am god's lamb for slaughter
he is the father of mine



(a sacrificial lamb)

all hope is lost
a backfired plan
put him on the cross
... **** the son of man...

father why have you forsaken me?


(he has risen)

forces beyond the power of man
who has rolled back this stone?
it's been pushed by god's own hand
I am god and god alone!

(the holy spirit)

the holy spirit is all around
holding power over death, hell, and the grave
now the believers hands are bound
you can suffer or you can be saved

(followers)

even though we all have faith
we can't possibly obey all these rules
it's best to pray, just in case
then we can just pick and choose

(narcissistic man)

I have to find what suits me
inside of these words of scripture
some things I just can't see
so I paint my own picture

(a dying god)

I have been taken for granted
as I just wither away
though my rules have been recanted
I am going to have my day
400 · Apr 2015
her beast - excerpt
GaryFairy Apr 2015
he was a control freak
even to say the least
she was such an angel
he was her beast
400 · Jun 2015
insanity
GaryFairy Jun 2015
insanity is just all in your mind
399 · Mar 2015
a home of our own
GaryFairy Mar 2015
i had a talk with the man in the moon
words shined like lunar light
we spoke of brightness coming soon
he told me all would be alright

he told me that the king of the stars
soon would be coming home
he said that the end isn't far
then we'll have a home of our own
398 · Dec 2014
snapshot
GaryFairy Dec 2014
This is my picture of mankind
all this **** inside my fan mind
man, this crap is all I can find
blowing in my eyes, like mice who ran blind

(pictures flash like a snapshot
pouring out fluid to make the tap hot
words that fit into the gap slot
this geography isn't what a map taught)

looks like I can't see a **** sign
these thoughts tie me like a hand bind
rope marks glowing like a tan line
thinking is like stepping on a land mine
397 · Mar 2015
warmth and light
GaryFairy Mar 2015
the sun rises every day
just looking for something to shine on
warmth and light takes the darkness away
brightening the thoughts I have my mind on
395 · Apr 2015
breaking reins
GaryFairy Apr 2015
tired of walking on concrete paths
I want to run with the wild horses
I am capable of doing the math
different natures run different courses

break the reins and free at last
change my way, change my courses
I could run away so fast
only taking from the giving sources
395 · Apr 2015
one more
GaryFairy Apr 2015
one more glass of wine
just to get past the passing time
I am first to be the last in line
I fill up this glass of mine
394 · Dec 2014
merry christmas
GaryFairy Dec 2014
Merry Christmas to me
there's no gift in being we
tinsel eyes can only see
the present of the burning tree

merry Christmas to you
your gift is wrapped in blue
ornament hands can only do
what they were created to
GaryFairy Mar 2015
dependent on the chemicals, not natural
naturally your feelings will change
enhancement for dis-enchantment
of course, then this world feels strange

written on a piece of paper
we scribble out feelings and turn the page
we forget just what's at stake here
we seek chemicals to calm our rage
GaryFairy Aug 2021
the best present is the gift of presence

if you only knew all you can do
then your god might kneel to you
it's not love that can see us through
how does that love feel to you

love is faith without understanding
which i guess is less demanding
nature is the only thing unconditional
every thought that is non traditional

plastic seats for plastic *****
teaching anti-knowledge in those classes
saying learning is fundamental
turning your mind into a rental

from the infector to effector
sent to **** your only protector
your mind is your future's projection
it's a computer until they upload infection

if you only knew all you can do
then your god might kneel to you
it's not love that can see us through
how does that love feel to you


effector - an ***** or cell that acts in response to a stimulus
there's reason why schooling and science are controlled by governments and big business. There is also a reason that the usa government paid all college tuition. Fear is how to brainwash. Scared children have always broke my heart. This isn't conspiracy, as i only study the proven best scientists. By best, i mean the ones who realize that matter inly matters to prove something.  This cover up is deeper than your soul. They are literally changing the meanings of words. That offends the hell out of the poet in me. I am trying to start non profit organization that can help the poor learn reality.
393 · Mar 2015
one man 3
GaryFairy Mar 2015
One man sleeps while the other man awakes
one man does what ever it takes
one man eats ramen noodles, one man eats steak
one man is what another man fakes
GaryFairy Sep 2021
i think they understand that all religion says that the earth is god, and man is his son

there are laws made by man, and laws made by nature...both can make us whole, and both can make us salt

salt of the earth - salt is white when dry, but when mixed in, it makes a whole without color

earth - ground
389 · Jul 2020
top notch
GaryFairy Jul 2020
my life is like a stopwatch
just tallying up the time
i choose the downward spiral
over that vertical climb

i tried to go the mile
to keep up with my kind
i lasted just a while
then i fell behind

when my descent is final
who knows what i might find
maybe the top is topnotch
but the bottom is all mine
GaryFairy Apr 2015
the Easter bunny has risen
or crawled out of it's hole
it has come to hop on the back
of the God you will never know

the Easter bunny has risen
he lives beneath the stone
he is here to make a mockery
of a God that once was known
384 · Jul 2013
This End
GaryFairy Jul 2013
stuck in this hole
this mire
this rut
nothing to look at
cant see
eyes shut

living on this line
this edge
this knife
wonder in the reason
this time
this life

thinking of the end
this curse
this dream
i argue with wonder
this wish
this scream

taking my last breath
this air
this friend
i embrace my own death
this beginning
this end
378 · Jan 2015
crime corporation
GaryFairy Jan 2015
get away, don't even look at me
if you had your way, you'd throw the book at me
trained paranoia
all you see is the crooked me

we are all suspects

let me be, don't even follow me
i'm not free, you want to collar me
crime corporation
all you see is the dollar me

we are all paychecks
GaryFairy Jul 2015
my head is hazy
when i wake up every day
i try to walk the right path
with demons in my way

my mind get's lazy
then it goes astray
i'm always doing the math
when's my dying day?

the grave, it craves me
to death i must obey
i don't want to die right now
i just want to stay
374 · Jan 2015
bury me deeper
GaryFairy Jan 2015
I feel like the walking dead
rotten thoughts calling often
no stopping the stalking dread
crossing over from my coffin

bury me deeper

just a corpse, looking back
maggots feasting on the placid
no stopping the pulling black
passing over from my casket
https://soundcloud.com/gary-loftis/bury-me-deeper
GaryFairy Sep 2021
i never want to hurt, or cause any harm
to all the daisies growing at the AllDaisy farm
and though, my seeds carry no obscene disease
i'm blocked off by tumbleweeds and old oak trees
i have heard that in the warm wind you play
so i send my pollinated seeds your way
and though, my children need to grow with you
i accept you always, signed, black-eyed sue (without a view)
GaryFairy Sep 2021
women are from venus and men from mars
and i thought women only come from bars
without the moon we get no light from stars
****** tonk ba donka donk rear ending cars

if it weren't for love we wouldn't need hate
without relativity, we can still relate
without time, we wouldn't wait
without fire we'd have no fate

without google, we would live no lies
without google we would have no eyes
without death, no one dies
without agreeing, there's no compromise

with our friends we hate on other friends
with no means there would be no ends
without pain, the heart never mends
with no mind, no one comprehends
370 · Mar 2015
plasma
GaryFairy Mar 2015
I did my best to make you smile
I even put my heart on the line
I was willing to go the mile
I never mentioned the scars of mine

now I know, it's all about you
my feelings don't exist
even though my heart is true
the blood I give is always missed
369 · Mar 2015
one man 2
GaryFairy Mar 2015
One man sleeps while the other man awakes
one man does what ever it takes
one man eats ramen noodles, one man eats steak
one man is what another man breaks
369 · Oct 2014
siren silence
GaryFairy Oct 2014
Sitting in the siren silence
within sight of invites of violence
in the sky, the plight of tyrants
righteous mighty fighter pilots

and the war rages on
there are no commercial breaks

in the eyes of subsidence
the dying cries of compliance
the price they paid is the highest
siren silence finally quiets
367 · May 2015
as long as we have tonight
GaryFairy May 2015
she liked the way he drank straight whiskey
he liked the way she would dance
he said "darlin, if i died would you miss me?"
she said, "I am willing to take that chance"

she said, "honey, life is just a party"
he said "baby, i love your skirt"
she jumped on the back of his harley
she said, "let's live it for all it's worth"

he was doing 90, and still had throttle
she had her arms around him, tight
he said "i'm not worried about tomorrow"
"as long as we have tonight"
365 · Feb 2015
plume
GaryFairy Feb 2015
eagle of the fleeting glimpse
i lone to fly on your wings
too feeble in the bleeding sense
the songbird of leaving sings

a fledgling falls from the nest
fly or die, the father screams
the feathers flail, at their best
plumes of the future dreams
365 · Oct 2019
Devil Dance
GaryFairy Oct 2019
If you keep banging on the devil's door
someone is bound to answer
those who don't know why they bleed
have their blood lapped up by panthers

firing at the sky, toward crows
the doves will be falling
before you load up your gun
remember who you're calling

when bad things are done for good
we are taking chances
when you whistle that old tune
the devil always dances
364 · Apr 2015
a walk in the park
GaryFairy Apr 2015
one more sip and i'm hitting the road
life is just a walk in the park, or so i'm told
passing strangers who have a hand to hold
man, this park is getting old
364 · Mar 2015
nothing is sacred
GaryFairy Mar 2015
I just heard a kink's song in a commercial
I picture Ray Davies turning in his grave
to a dead man, any product is worthless
for a dead man, wishes can't be saved

you really got me when you ask me why
his executor chose money over belief
I picture Ray Davies with tears in his eyes
they should have let him rest in peace
362 · Dec 2014
dating site
GaryFairy Dec 2014
This place is like a scrap yard for humans
broken, beaten, barren souls
a dull pale loneliness is looming
in the hearts of burnt out coals

logging in to their hopes and desires
jaded and solitary hearts
rubbing two sticks to start fires
hoping for those flames to start
GaryFairy Sep 2021
Claire
Gary  what "reality" are you referring to, I wonder? That the Earth is flat? And/or 6000 years old?

Me
My reality is that this earth is 54 years old. My exact age

This really happens every time I comment on posts from the pages I follow. It just happened again. People don't even have the mentality to stay on subject. The hate is strong with most people, and the ones who say they don't hate are the deepest in the hate game. If you think this isn't poetry, I don't mind you saying. Of course a lot of people never thought of Huxley as a poet either. Look at him now though...still ahead of his time and he is dead!
361 · Apr 2015
no title
GaryFairy Apr 2015
believe me, I hate to say
I just dont love her anymore
even though she has her ways
she doesn't look as good as before

I used to see her like a dream
in my mind she could do no wrong
sometimes dreams aren't what they seem
sometimes waking up takes so long
361 · Mar 2015
alien report 10
GaryFairy Mar 2015
they are only strong in groups
they follow rules made by their leaders
it's one for all, or attack that one
they can be the most brutal creatures

they use bullets instead of thoughts
shoot now and ask questions later
it's all for none, except the strong
they have such a violent nature
The concept is that a single alien from another planet has landed on earth, just to observe and journal his experience here.
This is the next to last one I will post in this series.  I think you can see where it's headed. I plan on restarting the series, with more of a storyline. Like my facebook page please... Www.facebook.com/Garyspoetrypage
360 · Jul 2015
love is like
GaryFairy Jul 2015
love is like a test in beats
leaving the strongest heart deceased
i know i did my best, at least
now my heart can rest in peace
360 · Feb 2015
building monsters
GaryFairy Feb 2015
in the middle of nowhere
in a factory in the hills
they are building monsters
in the monster mills

they are stripping emotion
putting hate into the hearts
leaving out the humanity
they are using the wrong parts

the day is coming soon
when they finally set them free
the monsters that we fear
are the monsters we will be
359 · Mar 2015
in the moment
GaryFairy Mar 2015
It's so easy to throw up your hands
turn around, and walk away
I choose not to live a life of demands
in the moment is where I'll stay

I never think of what will come
I only think of what I see
the future is tomorrow for some
the future is right now, for me

it's so hard to even care
I want to live just for today
because tomorrow might not be there
in the moment is where I stay
359 · Jul 2015
i've been trying
GaryFairy Jul 2015
i've been trying so hard to see
if there's a light that shines for me
in my mind, the darkness falls
i am the effect and i am the cause

i've been trying to keep it strong
against the things i know are wrong
in my soul, my weakness wins
i am the penance and i am the sins
358 · Apr 2015
poetry to my ears
GaryFairy Apr 2015
can you you really make me think?
can you help with the thoughts I can't find?
can you tell me I am not alone on the brink?
that would be poetry to my mind

can you show me a new way to be?
can you make me forget what I despise?
can you show a better me?
that would be poetry to my eyes

can you whisper me a sweeter song?
can you tell me I'm not alone in my fears?
can you help me get past all the wrong?
that would be poetry to my ears
358 · Dec 2014
seventh son
GaryFairy Dec 2014
Born into fortune, and shown purest love
by hands softer than a lamb's fleece
a gift sent from the moon above

as he gets older, his rage begins to increase
beware, those who tend to sheep
for every lamb there is a beast
354 · Jan 2015
imbalancing act
GaryFairy Jan 2015
I can tell, this day will be a long one
starting out, i smoke myself a strong one
I don't know if i will make it in the long run
so many roads, i always choose the wrong one

later on, i'll have to pop a klonopin
when feelings go off, then come on again
i don't know if i can make it on a bend
so many people, but i can't call on a friend

soon, i'm going to need a tall one
then i can get my staring at the wall done
people tell me that this world can be all fun
there's good times, but I can't recall none
352 · Oct 2019
Psychosis
GaryFairy Oct 2019
my plan is to understand from here to hereafter
i stand behind the hand of man's only master
tragic is the plan of the last final chapter
who is the one who can, the answer or the asker?

ignoring the facts is the path to man's disaster
i'm trapped on the math of happily ever after
the fastest to act is the one who dies faster
he who laughs last is he who plans the laughter
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