I saw a reflection in the mirror..
She smiled silently..
Smile softly with those eyes..
She doesn't remember how to smile correctly..
She can't smile honestly..
She just want to feel happy..
She can't realize the true colour of happiness..

She only saw herself across the mirror..
With all of the sadness..
With all of the pain..
With all of the betrayed..
With her solitude...
She only saw herself across the mirror..

This wound is different..
This wound isn't the same as the past..
Wounds that are invisible but feel real..
I don't like this pain to be repeated..
A knife that stabbed in the back..
I'm tired with of all this drama..
Different wounds but have the same pain..
Different weapons but injuring the same place..

With all of the kindness, madness, happiness, sadness, rudeness, and every feeling of taste..
The weapons hurt without feeling..
Day by day the pain is still exist..
I don't know what kind of medicine can handle this...

It's been a year I learned to live alone..
With this pain and responsibility..
Alone makes me a woman who is too strong..
Sometimes I feel like I don't need someone in my life..
But now I realize something..

Actually I don't want to leave a comfortable place..
But circumstances provide another way..

Like a Prince who went to find a Princess..
I went to look for that comfort..
Go far away to go back home..
I went to look for a new house..
A house that I can go to when I go home..
But the fact is I'm not a prince..
I'm just an ordinary woman who wants to wait for the king to arrive...

When he will arrive ???

I need you to be here..
I need you to accompany me..
I need you to hold me..
I need you to cheer me up...

Even though the whole world knows that I am strong..
You know that I'm actually weak..
that's why I need you...

I need you to be here..
Even though this distance is never close..
Come here and reach my hand..
Take my love away..
So that I am always close to you

I missed something last night,
I thought of something last night,
I felt something last night,
I remembered something last night.

I smile, laugh, dance and sing,
I smiled remembering that memory,
I laughed remembering that day,
I dance in solitude,
I sing in silence.

What is seen is not necessarily seen,
What sounds is not necessarily what is said,
What is thought does not necessarily happen,
What is desired is not necessarily what is needed.

All that happens is necessity...

look at the moon standing alone above the window,
see a star far away there,
silent and with solitude staring far away,
staring at a star that never arrives,
the moon wants a star to arrive soon to accompany her,
accompany and support her,
the moon is waiting for the stars,
waiting in silence and emptiness...