I know this is not a poem but I want to say what has been on my mind of the longest time. And this goes to anybody with a hurtful attitude even me, the one who though take she could never do anything wrong. well, guess what I was wrong.  I never thought about the outcome of something  until it happens. Stealing money from my dad was the must hatful thing I  could ever done and then having to guts to lie about it. It hurts you so bad and it will eat your insides completely.
In the bible the KING JAMES BIBLE VERSION. it says nobody will know the time or the hour. when will he be here? I answered that question. John 15:14 states "Ye have not seeked me, I have seeked you" Jesus knew what he was doing when he created us for a reason. Jesus knew what we are thinking before we even was created. he knows are ever move.

I am done for now but here is the main thing. If your name is not written in the lambs book of life, I am truely sorry my friend but you wont go to heaven. Trust in him and call apon he Jesus Christ for forgiveness and ask Jesus to come into your heart and take control over you.

Amen. Jesus Christ be with you ALL!!!

Glad for him.
A huge fight that we just had.
It was only for 3 months.
I don't really care.
TO bossy and Controlling.
Maybe I will find the right one soon.
or later...

Was Coming to an End.
Was going into a war.
Was falling apart.
Was spacing farther away from the sun?

what do you think?
I think it's coming to an end and Jesus is coming back to take us home Soon.

She walks with the lord.
In the Heavens
On the Clouds
In the Mountains
In the sky
In the light
She walks with the Lord.

She talks to the lord.
She blames
she smiles
she laughs
she cries
shes happy
she is Joyful
She talks to the Lord.

She Hears the Lord.
She speaks
he speaks:
words of prayers
Words of wisdom
Words of praise
Words of Joy
She hears the lord.

There is about to be a civil war.
There are protesters inside the white house in Washington, DC.

You're born.
you're grown.
You're older.
You're dead.
You're alive in heaven for ever.

Breaking up with your boyfriend or Girlfriend.
Running head-on into your wall.
Busting your toe against a wall or an object.

what is your pain?

He steps out on the sidewalk.
He looks at the big building ahead of his path.
He stares back at the other students.
He is so excited in the inside but fearful on the outside.
He got ushered in by a welcoming teacher.
He takes a big leap, a deep breathe, and puts a calm expression on his face.
Courage takes over his body, and fear leaving his face.
      That big leap will lead to a big dream...

Its goverment made also made by china. The goverment is hiding everything from us. It is more deadly than people think it is. We need to speak with words, not violence and guns. The consituition says we the people not constitution serapteing from everything.not saying that we should take guns away...

I hate Life right now.
I want to become Invisible.
I want to disappear from society forever.
I want to be off this earth forever.

I have to get out of my body emotional rollercoaster.
Sometimes it is hard to focus on life when you are too caught up in your problems.

My Lover is Somewhere out in the Sea.
My lover might be far away from where I might not see them.
I might be able to see my true love.
Am I just too blind to see him or her?🤔
Maybe if I just relax then he or she will come to see me.
Maybe if I just wait a little bit longer.
Maybe If I just...
Wait.

My Grades are straight A's.
My teachers are proud of me.
My dad is somewhat proud.
My brothers are proud.
I am proud of myself.
My stepmother is not proud.
My lowest grade is 97%

Sometimes you just have to have some medicine.
Sometimes you just need a Friend to hold you while you cry.
Sometimes you need medicine for your pain.
Sometimes Medicine wouldn't fix your problems.
Sometimes your friends you think are friends are not friends and they use you.
Sometimes Medicine will help you but not for long though.
Somethings don't need to have medicine.
Somethings are needed for medicine.
Medicine will not always cure your illnesses.
But real friends can cure a lot of your problems in life.

My boyfriend is wanting more than I can handle.
He thinks that I am wanting to marry him and I really do not want to.
I feel uncomfortable about this relationship.
I have got threats if I broke up with him.
They threaten to kick my *** And beat the crap out of me.
What do I do?
I don't feel comfortable with him in my space.
He constantly keeps grabbing my **** and slapping my **** and touching me everywhere and I don't like it.
I tell him to stop and then he does it again.
I can't handle it. what do I do?

Oklahoma is Chill.
The School System ***** right now.
Hardly any funding for our schools.
Teachers are some-what Cool.
My favorite subjects are History and Art.
Some teachers are f@#*ing As@#$%^&s when it comes to class time.
Some are really cute too.🥰😋
Some people find the high school sweetheart there🥰😈
The😠 dances here **** though

Some adults are so messed up.
They had a rough childhood and some had a good childhood.
Some do more with their life than  just pouting.
Some Adults are better by themselves than with other people.
Some adults are not better by themselves.
Some are rapists.
Some are Murders.
Some are Viticims of bad things in the dark past.

Happy Halloween!
Happy trick or treating and go fetch some treats or tricks.
What is your favorite scary movie?
Mine is Jeepers Creepers 1,2,3.
Whats yours

Mornings are some-times lovely in our house.
Mornings are some-times Choas in our house as well.
Mornings are stupid on days your quarantined.(My step- Brother)
Mornings are awesome when you have your frist cup of Coffee.
Have you ever had Swiss Rolls with your Coffee?
Have you ever had eggs with your coffee?(my dad)
do you ever panic when you can't find the right outfit(sometimes me)
Have you ever been screamed at because your step-mom can't find the right scarf?

What is Your Childhood favorite  Movie?

******-Doo?
Spongebob Squarepants?
Barbie?

My favorite movie is ******-Doo.

A bridge can Collapse any day.
A Mountain can Collide any day.
A Bridge can be amended.
A mountain you Can reclimb.
A Bridge you can hide under Any day.
A mountain You can hide in any day.
You can choose to hide or you can face it head-on.

This goes to Grace Eagan.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Pictures are beautiful,
And so are you.

Orchids are white,
Ghost ones are rare,
Mirrors are shiny,
And so is your hair.

Magnolia grows,
With buds like eggs,
Skins are tanned,
And so are your legs.

Sunflowers reach,
Up to the skies,
Your sun is bright,
And so are your eyes.

Foxgloves in hedges,
Surround the farms,
My embrace is welcoming,
And so are your arms.

Daisies are pretty,
Lilys  have style,
Your feeling is strong,
And so is your smile.

The Rain is beautiful,
Just like you

Some are cheaters.
Some are liers.
Some are lovers.
Some are cuddlers.
Some are *******.
Some are selfish.
Some are Adorable.
Some are Cute.
Some are not into you.
Some are into you.

Singing.
Singing about love.
Singing about joy.
Singing about how happy life is.
What about how dark your life can be?
SInging about your feelings.
Being happy? No!
I want to sing to express my feelings.
I somewhat like to sing about joy but when you find out your friend is cheating on your other best friend. So after she dumps him and says she told us she can't be in a relationship because of her health. But goes and hooks up with my ex-boyfriend who I was still talking to.

I finally moved on from the past.
I finally moved on with my Ex.
I finally moved on with the regrets.
I finally moved on with my Grudges.
I finally moved on with my demons inside me.
I finally moved on to a new boyfriend.
I finally moved on happily.

I am waiting to hear from you.
I am waiting to see you.
I am waiting to hug you.
I wait to talk to you.
I am waiting to spend Eternity with you.
I am waiting to see my real mom.