I remember her scent
like soft, sweet cotton candy
I was inhaling it like a drug
as I closed my eyes
feeling a sudden surge
through my body
for a moment I was uncomfortable
with this overwhelming desire
to taste her

I
want a love
like a  Lana Del Rey song

Our lips
pressed against each other
in fear of letting go
a meeting of adoration
that never got old

We had a love affair
in the depths of my mind
forever there
until I take
my final breath
her face
before I slip into
an infinite darkness

Her words
complimented mine
as if we were speaking
with the same tongue

Sometimes
being alone
is all you know
locked away
in your own mind
as the people walk on by
once in awhile they say hello
but eventually they all go
then you’re back to being alone

I cried
a few hours a day
overwhelming pain and sadness
overpowered by a disturbance
reminding me of everything
I did wrong
and what I could of done right
left alone to tackle
all these emotions
that one day would be
lost memories
of lessons learned