how's it been,
living life
to the fullest
while wrapped
in someone else's arms?
how's it been,
turning away
from someone
who loved you
with ardor greater than she thought?
how's it been,
disregarding
the times you've had,
which were so real
that leaving them was unthinkable?
how's it been
now that we've caught up?
meeting up with an ex was less embarrassing and nervewracking than i thought. instead, i was enveloped in so many words that i had to spit out at them to make them able to comprehend what had happened to me.