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Cuts on my wrists
hands curled into fists
will i even be missed

Writing a note
i wrote
i love you and it wasn't your fault

That's a lie
i want to die and
its partly your fault

I can't tell you that so i
Sit and i cry

Why do i
Live like this

Will i even be missed
I am not in a good place anymore
I don't want to be here!
 Oct 2018 Chin-Chin
Travis Green
There is a dead silence hovering above my broken soul,
a splitting equation of cracking rhythms reverberating
into infinity, drumming waves roaring inside my veins,
flaming diction curling in my mouth, slammed, amplifying
into a constellation of crumbling syllables, jagged, stained,
disentegrating languages crashing into other worlds, swallowed,
stabbed, drowned in diminishing dimensions.
 Oct 2018 Chin-Chin
Dream
I wasn't born a poet.
The world made me one.
The world is cruel
You promised roses.
Laughter. Forever. Long nights.
Yet only gave goodbye.
Trying to improve this one.. its not really inspired by my life so it seems.. lackluster.
The toiling of the day has come and gone,
The day light fading away into deep night shades.
The evils of the day, it's powers gone,
Not my soul to hurt, I am aided by the divine.
The desire of the ages shielding my soul,
The evil arrows of the day loosing it's strength.
My days are hallowed beyond the imagination of the mortal minds,
The cleansing river is ever flowing,
My soul is covered.

In my sleep I sleep,
The dark ones thought it a weakness,
To strike and to ****,
From their coven, a raven was sent
Spreading its wings abroad through my window
Casting upon my room such a thick darkness.
As though it was a dream,
I could feel another darkness other than the usual,
So strange a darkness.
I could feel the struggle in my breath,
As though a giant is resting upon me,
How can I stand in such a horror?

In my imagination I thought is all over,
The scene so horrific,
The darkness so terrifying,
The fear so tensed.
I gave up but to die,
Such a wrong option for me,
Such was my strength,
Am a mere mortal.

The angels of the Ancient One,
Came up to help and to deliver.
A strange light struck,
From above, dispelling that strange darkness,
Of the evil ones,
My battle was fought,
By the divine it was won,
Now I am feared,
The evil gone, my night guided
Safely I slept.
 Sep 2018 Chin-Chin
rey
Toy
 Sep 2018 Chin-Chin
rey
Toy
you want to touch me
and grab me.
but I do not want to be touched.
you force me into believing
that you love me,
but you do not.
I want someone who
loves my mind,
my imagination, my dreams, my thoughts.
I want someone
who loves my personality,
my laugh, my jokes, my smile
I do not want to be treated as a toy,
I do not deserve it.
I am a human being,
with feelings, thoughts, and emotions.
Do not tell me how
much you want to touch me.
Tell me how
you would want to get to know me.
For I am not a toy—
do not think about treating me as such.
Pull my hair from out of my face,
wipe the tears from my eyes,
tell me you love me, if you do,
and do not make me cry.
For I am not a toy—
I am a girl.
once something good happens to me, something bad happens, but then something good happens again.
This cycle is confusing.
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