i write what i right
i right what i write

Getting lost in other women
Searching for you
Or maybe
Trying to lose the memories
Of us
While they get lost
In my pool of a broken heart
Leading them on
Then the circle continues
And I’ll be the defendant
In someone’s trail of broken
Valuables & stolen time
I’ll be just like you were to me
Making someone else’s life
A sad love song.

I am ashamed
At how broken i am.
I apologize
For the amount of stress
I may cause in the midst of your
Efforts of trying to keep me held together.
I apologize
that i continue to fall apart
Before your glue has time to dry.
I apologize
That every time you pick a piece of me up,
Yet another breaks.
I am trying.
You are fixing me slower than i am breaking,
And i am ashamed.
Thank you.
Thank you for not giving up
On a broken piece of nothing.

Love them,
fearlessly,

But do not fear losing them.

the absence of you
hits like ecstasy

in the lake of my tar-black pupils
you can see the regret

my teeth chatter loudly
but you can still hear the sound of goodbye

right before the crash

is it okay if my
definition of happy
is yet to be
determined?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I am so thankful
To know someone like you

Stop
Retract and hide
Someone is showing interest
Quickly
Close the door
And lock it
Blasts music until blood drips from your sockets
Do whatever you can
Just don’t let them inside