i feel your arms around me in phantom form
i feel you here and it hurts me more, but
i embrace the pain in seeing
your phantom face
because i'd rather dream you up
than not have you at all
here in this lonely place

life can give you bad days it can make you sad

they can make you angry they can make you mad

fill you with depression make you want to cry

curl up in a corner just sit down and die.



then it can turn around to happiness once more

bring back all the smiles that you had before

its the way of life the way it has to be

what is round the corner we just never see.

Running past
city lights
A silent cry
it’s your design
Winter’s grasp
a heart confined
The lonely pain
that haunts
my mind
****** tears fall
from my eyes
Melting dense
walls of ice
Around my heart
it’s yours tonight
Resurrected
under moonlight

A soul so delicate
Yet so stained
Broken and frayed
She still keeps trying
To scrub it away
Despite the pain

the inner voice whispers,
"tell them you're struggling."
my vocal cords are warmed up,
ready to give life to the words.
but the hand over my mouth
is an impermeable barrier
set by the critical voice
that is fueled by fear.

Saying everything on my mind like you want me to
Will make me lose you forever
And I can't survive that
So I keep it in
Where it will make me lose myself
And I can live with that
Can't I?