Everytime i die and live during the time i harked  you weeping
Your eyes betrayed you by saying " i'm fine ".
Your heartache is my foe .
I dare everyone who was the reason of one  tear drop from all your tears i would dug a deep well of tears in their heart to taste the taste of tears That their eyes never get dry .
I wished if i would be the reason of your sorrow i would **** me and you live happy

Freedom is a word concealed in the life
There's who want to be free from the guilty conscience
There's who want to be free from the love
There's who want to be free from the nation
But the reality is
That
We can never get it in all its forms
There's who think if he die he will be free but even so you will be the Prisoner of the cosmos
Until the day
You create the synchronicity between
Logic and believes of what you want  to do then it
Applies the will of the freedom

There's black                 There's white
Heaven      and        Hell
                           HER       and        SOMEBODY else
                 For me now nothing matters anymore

With her i don't want equality
People claimed i am sick
But my love to her more stronger than to be just romance
Nothing stumble the beat of my heart than her look
With my lips over hers
tasting the tast of the nectar in her mouth
Sliding her fingers over my body
that my body hair stood Troubled
respectfull to her
with her i don't want equality
i want to be the slave and she's the queen

My heart is beating
My soul is screaming
My brain is overthinking
My body is shaking
My pencil is bleeding
The pain that my mouth couldn't enunciate
Couldn't enunciate those dark days
That i buried my soul with hopes
Falling into the despair
Looking for the key of success
While  i have forgotten that

I didn't finish
Carving it Yet

I close my eyes to live Before i wake up to the reality where im suffering,
I feel , I cry , I believed
My days of suffering are gone ,
But the  scariness is still living inside me ,
The sun made me forget ,
The moon made me remember ,
The alcohol is relaxing me ,
One day for sure the happiness will shine for the heart to flutter in her morning tweeting the song of life .

Peace to you my soul,
Peace to you in place of war,
War between heart and brain,
Hope and despair,
Culture and society,
Religion and life.
Peace to you in a place where there's no peace.
I am sorry.
I am sorry, I wish , I had an option to free you from me,
I know that you wished to be free from this body,
As I wish to be free from this place.