I don't know why I love this game so much It got me tangled into situations That even I could never imagined.
I guess this is my consequences Of trying to figure out the difficult Of trying to lighten up the dark Of trying to mend what's broke Of trying to lift what's drown. Maybe I did play with fire And I'm loving the way you burn me.
When you call me up Saying you need me I came running to you. And the moment When I want us to stay You'd left for someone else.
When I want to talk You'd shout and walk away, When I needed you You'd ingore and shut me up. Isn't this so toxic? This love is complicated, But I guess it never was, Since there's only one that loved The other one thought she wasn't enough.
And just when I'm out of air Saying baby you suffocate me and you're the air I breathe. This is our endgame, Baby I won't say "please stay".
These days she's busy Clasping the thoughts worriedly She wondered how She wandered til' she found her answers And smiled again. She's in love, she is She tucks her hair in her ears She sports her million dollar smile She is alive and you can see it in her eyes Her heart is dancing and mind exploding She is in love with him. Deeply and vastly That she lost count the reasons She lost count the ways That she cant describe the feelings That she cant keep it still.
She crave for him From his smile to his scowl The way how he creases his brows The way he looks when he laughs. Memorizing every details She's scared that she might forget; From the way he walks, The way he runs his hand to his hair, The way his nose crinkled, The way everything he is.
She cant look at other guys She's drawn deeply Fell so hard That she knows it would be difficult to stand She knows the consequences But she love him harder anyway She loves his perfection But it was his flaws that made her love him more than anyone could ever imagined.
The bell rung, the door swung. The heart sang ,The gun bang. Eyes wide open, held the rose frozen. I was shaken, my breath were taken.
So much in a blink of an eye, So much thunders in one lie. Thorns cut my hand Then i saw a hoodie man.
His eyes were cryptic His eyes screams danger, so enigmatic. Met my gaze and grab my arms We ran away from the chaotic place Abruptly stop to show his face.
Breath hitched, so much heat It was beyond brevity His beauty were thousand miles of million calamity. We talked, it lasted a few. We hid, it tasted blue.
Footsteps were heard Blood were spilled The screams continues to blare Held his hands to cover my ear.
Thrills of guilt, thrills of sorrow, thrills of fear ; I know he's not my lear. For the last time he breathe a word "close your eyes, twist those memories" I followed him as if it was good bye. I felt it dripping ,scarlet rose red. My throat burned, tears rolled. I closed my eyes forgot to ask his name His entity written, words leaving. Can never bid goodbye to him Waking up to face reality, It will always be a phantasm memory.