Why do you feel so self important
you think the world without you will stop turning
why do you do this to yourself
your not perfect
don't so this anymore, no not anymore
       So tell me can you grow up
can you make up
will you say your sorry
or will you give up again
pleas just tell me if this is what you want
you feel so self important
without you everyone's hurting
but not any more no not anymore

Hello, yha its me
I hope your all rite after I chose to leave
They said it would get easer after I was gone
but from the looks of it your finding it hard to move on
I just wanted to let you know
that after all it was me who chose to go
so don't blame yourself for what happened
their wasn't anything you could have done to stop it  from coming

Hey mom, can you hear me?
I'm in heaven but I am not gone
I can see you when your crying
but don't you know that seeing this makes it hurt worse?
I would rather you forget all about me
than live another day crying because I wasn't strong enough to go on
I forgotten what it felt like
to be taken from the world
so mother pleas forgive me
I never meant to make your heart hurt

Hello Dad how are you?
how's the family
how has it been after you burred me down beneath the earth
I hope you know im sorry
but I couldn't stay much longer
Everything seemed to hurt
and even thou I tried my lungs still burned
so tell my brothers that im all rite
and that it wont help to cry

Hey, can you hear me?
are you listening
All I wanted was to be happy
Its so different now that I cant speak to you
So I hope your doing all rite
im sorry for what I have done
Im only calling you so you can lurn to move on
Forget me if you have to
Don't let my death ruin you

Hello, dear family
I left because although you couldn't see
my chest hurt so badly
and with every breath I wanted to be dead
so if you hate me I get it
I never meant for you to have to deal with it
so I guess this is it
im sorry if you stop listening
just letting you know
that I don't want anyone to follow me down
I hope you relies that I have made my choice

Goodbye my mother
and I love you so much my brothers and father
no matter whir I go
I will love no other
goodbye
so long
I will see you again when your time has come

You want me to be honest
then fine hear it is
I don't like how you make me feel
because when im with you I feel like ****
you remind me of all that's wrong with me
all of my little flaws, and my insecurity's

you tell me that im beautiful
but I don't believe you at all
you say its ok to be the way I am
but I feal like your secretly writing S.O.S in the sand

Telling me that your my friend
is not helping me out at all
I hate it when you say that
because I hate the way you feel
when I look at you and your smiling I can see it from my dark corner that I hide in

all of those insecurity's your confirming
I hate you because your nice to me
and you made me think im special
but your a nice guy
you broke down all my walls
as my heart screams defeat
I hate nice guys who are like you
because kindness is a lie
and they made me fall in love with you

the monsters are inside my head but no I will not give in
They visit me every night but I'm not going without  fight
I will not give in to the things that once have been
that means a couple of things
if I cut you out of my life you handed me the scissors
if I leave you and you wonder why
its because you were meant to be a part of my life
but that parts over now
I was meant to be who I am
and for the first time in forever I feel better than ever before
im sorry for the things I've done
and im sorry for the girl I was
but now im feeling better than before
so If I let you go don't take it personally
Im just trying to grow up
and if I let you down im sorry
but in the first time in forever
I feal so much better

Do you know what I see when I look at you
You can ignore me all that you like
Brake my heart I wont put up a fight
but I see beneath your cover
Go on you think your sly?
You don't think I know why
I can see that your afraid
you don't want to give up your heart
But look at what you've done
just don't forget the sun
You can push me away think I don't care about what you say
But I walk away because that is what you want
I don't talk to you because it would be easer for you and her
and all I want is you happy
you don't think I see but oh, yes I do
I see rite threw you