A puzzle you are,
For a battle rages in my heart,
A battle about the impending war ahead of me,
A battle where the world's existence lies,
The battle of questions that are a double-edged sword,
A sword that could cut sharp or save the world,
The world that waits with pinned hopes,
A hope for a never-ending utopia,
For in your eyes lie that heaven on earth,
This earth that waits,
To be saved,
By you,
And, your eyes.

A mystery you are,
To uphold you as a messenger of my peace,
Unless you become the desperation of this world,
To be theirs,
For in your eyes,
Lies peace on earth,
And, also in my heart!

No matter what,
From this point on,
I must endure,
This pain called love,
For therein,
Lies your future.

No matter what,
Every moment,
I must thole,
This misery called life,
For therein,
Lies your happiness.

The farther you are away from me,
The more I will become a distant memory,
A catalyst,
This distance will be,
To help you forget me,
For it is the stepping stone,
To take you out of realization,
That I am truly gone.

No memory should include me,
For a butterfly effect there should be,
To allow you to unlearn,
Everything about us,
So, you can finally get to make do,
As you wished to be,
For your life,
And, the future of your love,
With what you always wanted to see.

A thought about me,
Crosses your mind everyday,
At the least,
For a moment,
Is what you say.

For,
You are the only thought,
Crossing my mind,
Is what I live with,
Everyday.

You ask me,
Why I'm angry all the time?

It’s no simple task,
To put on,
A straight face,
When I’ve been,
"Hurt",
By the people I hold close,
To my heart.

The biggest deathblow,
To me unknowingly,
Was you,
When you decided,
To leave me "angry".

Tell me, honey,
Is it time?

To perish away in a hurry,
Or,
To become a memory?

Everyone I knew,
Has gone away.

Except you,
The most familiar face,
The only face I loved,
Like I never could ever anybody.

Is it time?
For you to turn into a memory?

I doubt though,
For you are,
Someone I can nor will ever let go.

She tried,
Lying,
To my face.

When I told her,
Not to miss me,
She wouldn’t is what she said.

Unbeknownst to her,
She didn’t realize,
Her lie.

I went close,
Pulled up her chin,
And, told her,
She’d lied.

Then, came the query,
How I knew?

Her eyes,
I told,
Always,
Would give away the truth.

She then tried hiding,
Her shy and sheepish smile,
I came closer,
Pulled up her chin again,
And, told her,
I knew all along,
About this,
And, all her other lies,
She told me.

With the exception of one,
That being,
The inevitable truth,
Which she never tried,
To hide.

That truth being,
She loved me more,
Than, I’ve ever been loved,
And, our love,
Unlike any,
Would continue,
For lifetime a many.

You rewrite my history with your love,
My future is redefined with your lust,
You tied me up with your love,
And, I longed for your lust,
You gave life to my life with your love,
For I embraced a sweet death to be reborn with your lust,
You turn hell to heaven, my angel of love,
All while you slay me, my goddess of lust.

To some,
A mere word.

To me,
An ideal.

.... And then, we fell in love again.

The feeling – an unexplainable joy,
Leaving me all coy,
That feeling - an unexplainable wholesome,
With way more merry to come.

But, wait...

..... And then, I woke up again.

Annie,
It's always been you!

If only you realized how much you mean to me,
Not a moment goes by when I don't stop to think about you,
Your peculiarity alone can do that,
And, that's always been you!

What makes you so special?
In layman terms,
You are my greatest strength
And, my greatest weakness.

The serenity in your halcyon heart,
The charisma of your captivating eyes,
The elegance in your illustrious smile,
The tenderness of your seductive lips,
The spark in your gentle touch,
The gracefulness of your alluring neck,
The radiance in your dazzling lustrous hair,
The lure of your hypnotizing heaving *****,
The haven in your scintillating navel,
The holiness of your ravishing waist,
The sanctity of your fascinating hips,
The wickedness in your mesmerising curves,
For my hopes lie on,
The gateway to your heart,
That is now open,
Through the divine pathway in your sacred forest,
Filled with untold and concealed secrets,
And, mysteries unknown to man,
For I hope to touch, nurture and caress,
Every deep wall in you,
For you are the prayer to my appetite,
And, the incarnation of my desires,
It is now that I get the privilege of being a being,
To realize,
You complete me!

Annie,
You are desire,
You are passion,
The inspiration for wanting more in life,
The personification of loving life itself.

The paragon of my eroticism,
And, not an end will there be,
For my ***** crave,
To be destroyed,
By the ****** dynamite you are.

Annie,
An eternal pleasure in sensual misery you are,
And, a heaven in my hell,
The zenith of all climaxes,
And, the paradigm for my resurrection.

The yearning for the man in me,
Annie, you are!

Two things,
About you,
I find hard,
To let go,
And, will never forget.

Your smile,
And, this separation,
For an unknown while.

Lately,
I’ve been called,
Unpredictable,
Erratic,
And, what not!

In my defense,
The only explanation,
I have,
My separation,
From you,
Makes me,
All that’s what not,
You know about me.

In short,
Don’t hold me at bay,
For I can’t stand,
This misery another day.

So ready am I,
To lay down my life,
For you.

In the hopes of,
Catching a glimpse,
Of your radiant smile.

All the while,
You hate my way,
All the while,
You walk away.