08:48 pm

why is missing someone can be so addicting? you have to get rid of it, wake up and move on with your life ahead, but you just don't want to. you want to remember their details; their smile, the color of their eyes and their tastes forever but nothing lasts forever and either you want it or not, the picture of them will softly leave and remain in your heart as long as you live.

Things happen for a reason right?
I think about the past, why did everything happen that way.
Can I turn back time to change life
Or can I fast forward to where I'm happy once again.
I don't think I've been happy lately you're the only one who almost gets me there so baby kiss me one last time, show me everything is going to be just fine.

Before I fell in love
with the midnight sky;
with the summer breeze;
with the deep blue ocean;
with the shimmers of gradation
on the sunset sky;
with all of the city lights
in a starless night;
with the words and poetries;
and even with myself;
*it is you who I fell in love with first.