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 Apr 2015 Aisha Ella
JK Cabresos
I don’t like you.
When the wind blows and I think of you,
I hate it.
I don’t like you in a way
that you always make me worry.
I don’t like you because when I really miss you,
you’re still not missing me.
I don’t like you like my eyes;
they’re no good for me,
I don’t like it when you’re the only one I see.
I cry. I sleep. I wake up.
I think of you, and I hate it.
I don’t like it because it only reminds me
of how you love someone else
when in fact I’m here, waiting for you.
I don’t like you like the moon,
which disappears when the morning comes.
I don’t like you.
I hate you.
I don’t like you when you smile at me,
you’re only taking my breath away,
I don’t like it because I know
those smiles are not made for me.
But most of all,
I hate you so much
because you’re still making me fall in love.
I don’t like you!
I don’t like you simply because I love you!
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 Apr 2015 Aisha Ella
Neex
It was late,
I was unaware,
Different time zones,
But you were still there,
I said I was fine,
Told you not to worry,
You said you didn't give a **** what I wanted,
You'd still worry, sorry.

That might seem cruel but I found it sweet,
You stayed up till 6,
And made me speak.

We just met that day but we had a connection,
Talked for hours straight,
It was the weirdest,
Unexpected not to mention.

You layed it down straight,
Let me know your bad side,
Said you're a charmer,
Made the ladies flip.

It was an instant friendship,
Everything fell in place.

You're the horrible one,
Who stayed that night,
Said you weren't so horrible when it counts,
We gave each other nicknames.

I shouldn't be writing this but I am,
Because although I can't be fooled by that charm,
You're on my mind most of the time,
And that wasn't part of the plan.

We talk like old friends,
Joke like kids,
But when it comes to these things,
I give perfect advise,
Though I'm slightly naive.

Not sure what it means to like,
Not sure if you're the type,
So I'll end it in poetry,
**Let fate decide.
Well yup, hope he never sees this...
 Apr 2015 Aisha Ella
Ivory Grace
I understand that I'm not the first book you would pick up, that is if you were looking at the cover.
For there are so many books with alluring colors, and I am one dim color with a tattered binding.
But understand one thing; just because what your eyes see first isn't what your mind will interpret later on.
Yeah, an eye-catching outside layer is nice to look at, but what about the inside?
I promise you that even though I may not catch your eye, I have an unique story that has descriptive details that will over take you and your senses.
I will leave you breathless.
When you are finished with me and set me down, you will not be done with me.
You will refer to me about many things and one day my storyline may cross your mind.
 Apr 2015 Aisha Ella
Tina Marie
I just want to let you know
That I am still here for you
I had to let you go
So you could figure out what's true.

You hold my soul within your eyes
I never wanted to love you
You haven't said your goodbyes
And I hope you never do.

Take all the time you need
To figure out what you should do
Ignore my pain as my heart bleeds
I just want what's best for you.

But when you've got it figured out
If you still want me let me know
Please don't give me room to doubt
If I should stay or I should go.
Sometimes the ones we care about need space. They need time to figure things out on their own. It's hard to step back and give it to them. Even when you're sure they care, it feels like goodbye.
Have I gone too far?
Does he still love me?
Am I still making sense?
Does he hate me?
Am I being unfair?
Putting too much pressure on him?
Did I say something wrong?
Am I being too clingy?
Should I ignore him?
Or avoid him completely?
Maybe we're not meant to be?
Maybe the timings all wrong?
Will I ever be enough?
Do I deserve his touch?
Does he want me alive?
Am I better off dead?
Will these pills even work?
Or will I just fall asleep?
Will I ever wake up?
Am I dead yet?
Maybe....
 Apr 2015 Aisha Ella
Mike Hauser
I decided today
To become a model outright
Not one that walks the runway
But one that walks through life

Someone that others can follow
Not a leader per sa
But one that sets higher standards
Of morals along the way

One who is a prime example
In the way that things are done
Who's opinion isn't like the wind
So he can receive the praise of man

I'll be a model that gets my wisdom
From the greatest book that's ever been written
Sharing the reason that it was given
Bringing to Earth that peace of Heaven

When asked the burning question
Of what would Jesus do
The example in me they will see
Time and again through and through

For I feel the time has come
Yes I feel the time is now
To open up to what needs to be done
To let this model out

That is why today I decided
To become this model outright
Not another one that walks the runway
But one that stands up and walks through life
 Mar 2015 Aisha Ella
Yosa Buson
Evening wind:
water laps
    the heron's legs.
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