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  Sep 2015 em
The Ankh
even i myself don't understand some things as they come...
even the actions and reactions i produce...
i don't usually say things or comment on events or react on commotions...
i act plain and casual...
as if though i just don't care for anyone or anything at all...
but i do...
and when i start to recognize my feelings...
they come and go as often as the wind blows...
destroys the composure i have kept...
and eats up everything i have set aside for...
and ends up with nothing at all...

there are people who don't open up that easily...
there are people who don't give you a piece of them...
there are people who don't give their trust to anyone...
there are people who don't stay with you for long...
and i was one of them...
before...
i enclosed myself...
kept away from anyone...
refrained from any relationship...
played safe...
avoided pain...

then came a time i opened up...
i shared...
i gave whatever i can...
i felt pain...
i learned...
i see things as they were never before...
got open to ideas which i never thought had existed before...
i became "normal", i guess...

pain though is inevitable...
the more you free yourself...
the more you show who you are...
the more you share what you've got...
the more you care...
the more you keep people close to your heart...
the more know about others...
the more attached you get...
the deeper it hurts in the end...

guess why i got so protective with myself in the beginning...
i was afraid of getting hurt...
afraid of the harsh and rude world outside...
and the greatest fear i had all along...
rejection...
i covered up...
got separated from what is real...
ran away from the world...
stayed with a few...
and hid from the crowd...
[from my Multiply account]
  Sep 2015 em
HOOPS11
It seems sometimes that depression has no cure,
you just can't be happy and people call you immature.
People just don't seem to realize that this won't go away overnight,
the thoughts and feeling hold onto you so tight.
People always think that everything's for attention,
but what they don't realize is that it's like you are stuck in an invention.
People just don't understand how this really feels,
they think that calling 999 would make all of this heal.
The truth is I am not the person I used to be,
I used to be happy and energetic which you just can't see.
I do my best to hold back and pretend,
like everything's okay and this will mend.
It's easy for people to say you'll get over it,
but they don't realize that all you want to do is quit.
You just can't bring yourself to think about the future,
because in moments like these you count yourself as the loser.
You can't sleep because you think about what happened,
this is not at all as you imagined.
But you know in your heart that you can get through this,
all the bad things that happened you just need to dismiss.
You just have to remember that your not the only person going through this struggle,
you know that you will find the light at the end of the tunnel.
YOU-ME,OR ANYBODY GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME.
  Sep 2015 em
Ella Blue Poet
I want to cry
but I just sigh
I thought it was something
And now I see it was nothing
You were sweet, amazing in fact
And now I see it was all an act
Now your words hurt me
Actually, hurt me from the start
But I didn't want to tell you
Didn't want to break your heart
Now I see you just broke mine
I want to tell you everything I wanted to say
I do till this day..
I was once sorry
And now
Are you?
  Sep 2015 em
Jude Jaden
You, I see, everywhere.

At college, far away, its you, i keep stare.
Even, you, are not aware.

I know, to you, I'm just a hologram, that made your eyes to glare.
Sometimes, you even scare.
For you, I'm just a piece of, your day and nightmare.

If only, I dare.
To declare.
That, you, I care.
  Sep 2015 em
oni
she loves the things that cut her skin,
she loves the songs that make her cry,
she always falls the hardest
for the boys that make her want to die
everythings destructive if you love too deeply
  Sep 2015 em
Chad Martin Z Natividad
Hit me hard and break my heart into a million pieces
Cause only then will you see how much its worth
Don't settle for a dozen scraps, a hundred, or a thousand
Strike with passion and leave a mess upon the earth

Then watch me as I pick up every piece that was scattered,
From the loftiest clouds they perched, and crevices they slipped
Now take them from my hand and hold it in yours all together
And feel the weight of the million pieces that you had ripped

I want you to see how they still mold and form the same original shape
How a million pieces could be reattached and still reveal a heart
Yet, do not mistake their lightness for instability or lack of focus
They can also be diamond tough; my soul is the fortress, while it, the rampart

Its not some plastic easter egg thats only as good as its design
Not a false brittle shell, with a hollow and empty core
Each piece accounts apiece, a full apple with no worm
Every heartbreak meant to make it, love even better, than before

So if you're looking for commitment, let that be the trial
I'm not promising it'd be easy, it can only be worth the pain
It's only in shattered hearts, that subtle thoughts are brought to light
Neither the first nor the last, but I'd repeat it all the same,

*If you're the one I'm about to gain.
Some heartbreaks can be devastating. Some are harder to recover, as some pieces flung farther are tough to find. You'll eventually pick the pieces of you heart all together again, it might just take a lot of time. The purpose of this poem was to shed a more positive light on that feeling. Heartbreaks remind me how human I am. I'm a sucker for that feeling, for shrapnels in my heart.
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