the moon burns brighter
glaring at me
shying away on your name

while I shamelessly
hide in my misery
of your poisoned
pillow talks  

but

                                                               ­                           the moon sees it all
                                                             ­                           even under my skin
                                                                ­                     even over my pretend
                                                         ­                                     truly wondering
                                                                ­                               how I am doing

I want  to run far, far away as my legs can take me
to make the distance between us be as long, long
as it can be
where I can hear only the birds singing and see butterflies
fluttering by
till the sun sets and the silence gives me inner peace while i
sit gazing at the evening star

tears glisten in the moonlight,
but it shines too bright.
blocking out reality,
and the sad fatality.
of my heart,
and it's broken parts.

I plan to see you today
I plan to bury you, my friend