One little rope
Little knife keeps on shinning,
Four sharp blades
And a blood on the carpet,
Seven little drops
Of your tears are falling
Ten little slits on the pulse.

Tsk, you broke your promises
I thought that it’s endless!
You wrap me in lies
I do understand you thrice.

I fall from your words
Thought end of the world,
My heart is on battle
It shake, roll, and rattle.

Those happy memories we’ve shared
Forgetting, it is too hard.
It’s too late to sorry
You don’t have to worry.

I am alright, I’m okay
Thinking how stupid you, really
Thinking you are my lesson
It’ll make my pain lessen.

Someday this pain will gone,
I’ll try to move on
The dove will come on
To heal my inside’s wound.

Sauna bata pako
Wa pa koy kahibalo,
Bisag lamok di patugpahan
Kay lagi pinangga man.

Nagdako kong hapsay
Malipayon kanunay
Kay aduna may
Naghigugmang tinud-anay.

Nagsubay mis saktong dalan
Kay kami saktong gitun-an,
Bisag si Mama dako nag baba
Kay kami badlungon man.

O pobre tood mi
Wa ko man na mahayi,
Dos ray balon nga ni human
Ko's hayskul ug elementary.

Pero bisan pa niana
Saludo ko nimo Pa,
Magtarong kog skwela
Para malipay **** mama.

Butang-butangan man ko
Di lagi ko paapekto
Magpakahilom sa ko
Kay wala pa ko sa pwesto.

Kay imo kong gipa skwela
Nipalayo ka sa amoa,
Naningpalad sa laing dapit
Sa desyerto na sangit.

Bisag layo ka kanamo
Murag duol ra ka kaayo,
Mura kag bituon
Nga gustong abuton.

Pa, kay layo man ka
Wa koy laing magasa
Basaha lang unya ni,
Happy father's day!

Akala ko talaga mananalo na ako sa spelling bee,
Akala ko talaga ako na yung nasa listahan ng una.
Pero nung pina-spell na sa akin ang “crazy,”
Hindi ko na alam kung kalian ako titigil.

I am attached with sunset,
I am attracted with the bay,
For the blood of wanderer is on me
And my soul is in the sea.

There is beauty laid there,
With a pebbles and sands so precious,
My heart has gone aboard its view
For the island of beauty and blues.

I must sail again tomorrow!
With the pretty sunset I must be,
Sail down on the waves of travels
In the wonder of the sea.

2.2.19

This is my place
And here I stay
To steal a glance of the sun.

This is my place
And here comes i
Before the night switch the sky.

This is my place
This is the place
I meet the dark sky face to face.

1.22.19

Look at the moon,
The stars are bright,
The currents warm,
The wind is fresh and free!
We’re out to sail tonight
And fight the big waves.
We’re to sail tonight
Across the silver sea!
The world is full of mystery,
The world is growing older,
So let’s sail and wander
And together let’s all discover,
Let’s break the sails again, Darling!
We’re out to seek the mysteries
To the realm of the world
Beyond the secret of the sea.

11:11 PM
1.22.19

I am a pen,
You wanted pencil.
I am the sky,
You wanted clouds.
I am a slipper,
You wanted shoes.
I am a boat,
You wanted ship.
I am a kiwi,
You wanted penguin.
I am a river,
You wanted sea.
It’s like this: I love you,
You love somebody.

12.29.18

What is the sea
But a canvas for blue?
What is the city
But a canvas for people?
What is the mountain
So verdant and green
But a canvas for animals
A pastoral scene?
What is the sky
With a thick white clouds,
Than a canvas for birds
As they freely fly?

It rained hard,
Oh it rained very hard!
It rained hard
Because clouds can't carry the liquids anymore.
It rained hard
Because the clouds are hurt.
It rained hard
Because he can't carry the pain anymore.
It rained hard
Because he is crying.
He is trying to be brave
But the burdens get heavy each day,
So he poured the earth with his tears
To message the world his sadness.

Captain, Captain!
The ship is sailing.
Captain, Captain!
Let’s sail together.
Let’s explore the high seas
And adore the waves.
Let’s follow the warm current
To the direction of happiness.
Captain, Captain!
Let the stars be our compass
To the love that long last.

1.20.19

I was once a sailor alone,
I explore the high seas,
I fight the big waves,
I was battling with whales.
I was once a sailor alone
Until I saw you,
You bring me colors,
You showed me love
That I’ve never seen before.

The greatest teacher in my life
That you’ve never known,
Teaches me to read and write first,
Good moral and lessons
To step up and light
My future to success.
She teach me to walk
In a right direction,
Her love is forever and eternal
May I present to you,
My beloved Mama,
My super woman and my hero
Who teaches me
Half of everything.

Do you know that God is my Wizard?
He is my brain,
He is my hands,
He is my direction,
He is my inspiration,
He is my fan,
He is my reader.
Without Him, I am just an ordinary pen.
Without Him, I am really nothing.
Go is my intelligence, I am His masterpiece.
God is my wisdom, I am His pen.
God is my Wizard and I am Cane
The Wizards Pen.

In your eyes I see such clown dancing in fire
Your voice is like musical instrument entire,
Upon remembering you I silently smile...
I really just can't imagine you are in miles.

Though it is hard to imagine that you'll be mine
But In my dreams I believed that it will be fine...
I don't know if you can hear my heart beats faster,
You didn't ignore me I think it is better.

I do imagine such things- a sort of what if?
What if you will know about my feelings, what if...?
That, what if, you will start to ignore me, what if...
And that little drat starting to ache what the eff!

I hope someday this infatuation will gone
And this little craziness for you will be done...
I am really tired of dreaming and hoping
Yet don't want to be awaken though it's nothing.

I do imagine extraordinary things
Just like in the tell-tales and in the fairy tales,
Believing that one day we'll wake up together
And we will lie down in bed when the earth's darker.

Eyes can't speak
It only use to see
Mouth could, but what if
I can't put my words together.

I know what to say
But my tongue will
Froze if I was about
To say it.

I can't get it
But try to hear my acts
That's whispering you,
Read it and you'll see.

Action could speak I guess
Interpret it
And you may see
The reality of it.

The morning is a
Blessful day for me,
It is the brightest
In all my way.

The evening gives
Peace to my mind,
The twinkle of the little
Star snugs my heart.

All things on Earth
Are precious, meaningful
And wonderful
It made my eyes enjoyable.

Flowers, butterflies and sun
In the morning the
Twinkle stars and moon in the
Evening gives beauty in earth.

The cool rivers that
Flows from somewhere
The fresh air all around
Gives comfort in me.

The beauty in the Earth
Can be seen from somewhere
It is all God's creation so
We shall praise his precious name.

The years passed, months
Are passed
But the days are few
That no one knew.

I always have the thoughts
That I already holding you
But I know
I am imagining again.

Dad, I just hope you're alright
Please come home safe
Cause even how long I've
Been waiting for you.

Dad, no matter what
Even how many years passed
Always know
That you are loved.

Once upon a time, I was a Princess,
I live in a castle filled with roses.
Once upon a time, I was a Princess,
A beautiful Princess longing for her Prince.

Once upon a time, I was a Wicked Witch,
I lived in the woods where torns are rich.
Once upon a time, I was a Wicked Witch,
Betrayal of love makes the Witch wicked and itch.

Once upon a time, I was a Fairy,
I danced to the rythm of winds lively.
Once upon a time, I was a Fairy,
Wondering, what if the lovely fairy fall in love dearly.

Once upon a time, I was a mermaid,
I swim with no fear and to the rocks I laid.
Once upon a time, I was a mermaid,
I fall in love and promises are made.

Once upon a time, it's just once upon a time,
If the glasses are broke you're in the end of line.
Once upon a time, it's just once upon a time,
If you dream sleeping you're awakened by a chime.

Once upon a time, I was everything
The book says I can be anything!
Once upon a time, I was everything
The book says every page of me has something.

Way back when you're gone away
I can feel my heart torturely breaks,
My tears rolling down my cheeks
Like a river fastly flowing.

On the day you walk away
I can feel my heart frozen,
It grumbles as it bleed behind
Shaking, sweating and hurt.

When we're apart
I feel like a crampled paper.
Oh! It's like a game
I've really lost the victory!

Now we've both moved on from the past
As our chapters turns to another page,
Thanks for your love
It's all work for nothing.

Every time I think of you
I always thought of a second chance,
A second chance that will never be
And it will never be.

Thought of something
But it ends up of nothing,
Just dreaming and hoping
Just sleeping and wake up when it's morning.

You're my dream and hope
You're my fantasy in my fantastic,
Dreams isn't reality
But I don't want to stay awake.

I wish we could be together
The way we are yesterday,
But I know imagining is just a fantasy
And suddenly it will breaks.

I wish I could be a wind
That can whispher you everyday,
Though you're apart
But my eight letters always abide, I Love You.

Physically close—
Hand to hand,
Eye to eye,
Nose to nose—
Bad breath to bad breath.

Mary had a little lamb
Its teeth was sharp as knife;
It stormed to her room one night
And **** her ******* blood.

I'll burn my feelings,
I'll burn it all—
And with all,
My love for you

You are like the sunset,
You always leave;
Comes back in the sunrise,
But now I'm setting you free.

Your death still haunts me everyday;
Every time I close my eyes,
Every time I dream,
Every time I'm awake;
I could hear your scream
and your pleading—
Whether my eyes are close or not,
I can see your suffering.

Bakit pa kaya ako na buhay?
Bakit pa ako nanatili dito sa mundo?
Tingin ng iba sa akin ay walang halaga,
Siya namang katotohanan...
Ang totoo ay wala naman talaga akong kwenta.
Ipinagtataka ko,
Bakit binigyan pa ako ng pangalawang buhay?
Para saan ito?
Minsan naisip ko, na sana dati natuluyan na lang ako.
Ano pa bang silbi ko?
Ang bigyan ng pasanin ang mga magulang ko?
Ang bigyan ng cancer ang lipunang ito?
Ang bigyan ko ng karagdagang problema ang mundo?
Minsan napapatanong ako,
Ano pang silbi ng pangalawang buhay ko
Kung hindi naman ako masaya?
Bakit hindi nalang ako hinayaang mahimlay na lamang?
Paulit-ulit na akong nasaktan at umiyak,
Hindi pa ba sapat para pagbayaran ko lahat?
Paulit-ulit na pinaramdam sa akin na wala akong kwentang nilalang,
Hindi pa ba iyon sapat para magdusa ako ng tuluyan?
Paulit-ulit akong napahiya at siniraan,
Hindi pa ba iyon sapat para magpahinga na?
Kailangan ko pa bang pagdaanan ang ganito kasakit na bagay?
Paulit-ulit nalang ba?
Wala na bang bago?
Hindi na ba magbabago ang kapalaran ko?
Ganito na ba talaga?
Pagod na ako
Pagod na pagod na ako sa totoo lang.
Ano bang nagawa ko sa mundo para magdusa ng ganito?
Nung mawala ako ng ilang minuto grabe raw ang iyak nila,
Nung bumalik ako, abot-langit ang saya nila...
Paano ako?
Natatanong niyo ba kung masaya rin ako?
Minsan nasasabi ko-
Wala nang magmamahal sa akin,
Wala nang tatanggap sa akin maliban sa pamilya ko.
Wala naman talagang makakaintindi sa akin kundi sila...
Kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung pati kayo ay mawawala.
Nasanay na ako,
Ano pa bang bago?
Sige, magsilisan na kayo.
Gusto niyo ako pa ang maghahatid sa inyo?
Ikagagalak ko.

I've wrote you a music—
A music comes from gold,
A music of pain,
A music of sadness;
When we part ways
I wrote a song—
A song of heartbreak,
A song of the lost;
When we part ways—
I break down,
I'm in pain,
I am broke,
Dunno know how to fix me.

"I write for myself,
Not for fame,
Not for others,
Not for the readers,
And the likes.
I wrote stories and poems
Because I want to read it."

She's a burning fire,
Sometimes a flowing water;
She's a dancing flame,
Sometimes a blue sea—
She's dangerous,
She can toased you to death,
She can bring you to the deeps of sea;
She's a goddess,
The goddess of fire and water.

The colors from the burning stars
Filtered down in the universe,
Mixing in the milky way,
Pampering the human eye with its beauty.

Be brave,
Be strong-
Be humble,
Be proud;
Be like a lion.

You came
You lie
You left
I cried
I grow up

Today, I feel unwanted
Unworthy, ashamed of myself
I feel useless and stupid
But I tell you
This feeling won't drag me down
'Cause I won't give up
On fighting my life's storm.

Our story isn't like
Those fairytales,
It's not all about
Happily ever after,
We just live happily
But not ever after.

Our story isn't like
Those fairytales,
It's not all about
Happy ending,
We just live happy
But it never ends there.

Once upon a time,
She fell for him
And hasn't gotten up since.
The end.

If you love someone
Set him free,
If it comes back
Set him free again.

Hope is stronger than fear
Am I right?
Let's say little hope is still effective
Right?
Many and a lot of it is dangerous
Just a spark is just fine
You know
But as long as it's contained.