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I felt lonely lately,
everything seems so sad.
π™Όπš’ πšπšŽπšŽπšπš‘ πš‘πšžπš›πš πš πš‘πšŽπš— 𝙸 𝚊𝚝𝚎 πšŒπšŠπš—πšπš’
π™±πšžπš 𝙸 πšπš’πš πš’πš πšŠπš—πš’πš πšŠπš’πšœ
π™±πšŽπšŒπšŠπšžπšœπšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπšπš’πš–πšŽπšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπš’πš—
-- π™Έπšœ πš πš˜πš›πšπš‘ πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπš πšŽπšŽπšπš—πšŽπšœπšœ

π™Όπš’ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš πš‹πš›πšŽπšŠπš”πšœ πš πš‘πšŽπš— 𝙸 πš•πš˜πšŸπšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπš˜πš—πšŽ
π™±πšžπš 𝙸 πšπš’πš πš’πš πšŠπš—πš’πš πšŠπš’πšœ
π™±πšŽπšŒπšŠπšžπšœπšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπšπš’πš–πšŽπšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πš‹πš›πš˜πš”πšŽπš— πš‹πš’πšπšœ
πš†πš’πš•πš• πš•πšŽπšŠπš πš–πšŽ 𝚝𝚘 𝚊 πš—πšŽπš  πš™πš’πšŽπšŒπšŽ 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ πš πš‘πš˜πš•πšŽ πšŠπšπšŠπš’πš—
I will take all the chances i can
Chance to hold your hands
Chance to make you smile
Chance to see you look at me
Chance to love you eternally
But that does not end in just a few chances
Cause chances are nothing when youre in love
Why?
Because this chances can come true with the power of falling in love.
Love can make you do things
Things youve never done before
Things youve never felt before
But we're too scared of new, so was i

I was scared and still.
Being scared can make your wishes fall into pieces. So was i.
I was scared.
Scared of loving her. Loving my bestfriend.
I was even scared of calling her "my bestfriend".
I was scared being judged.
Being judged by loving someone who is also like me.
A girl.

So, here I am.
Hearing my broken heart breaking each time
i hear your name,
see your pictures,
its just too painful too feel.
If you ever see this letter i wish you will feel it was me, your friend. letting you know that you caught my heart.
So im begging you.
Please dont play with it.
If you do, im okay as long as you still hold it just please dont let it go.

I came to your life as a friend, a girl best friend. I wanted more but i know my limits so i sacrifice my heart and let it burn to numb the pain.

I miss you, ill see you next school year. As a friend.

Your secretly lover, bestfriend.

Ps. Besh pag mali mali english sorry nag mamadali mag type
Pss. Tamad ako. Tamad. So sorry talaga
Psss. Mag momove on na ko. Hahaha char.
....
Its been a while
I trusted someone with my heart
took me long to realized
that's happiness can disguise

what is good in lies?
they can be much better than truth sometimes...
what is good in goodbyes?
they can be the best action of letting a hidden crime...

this heart has been through so much more than you thought it could
but this won't be the last time, I'll love somebody again...
someone who deserves and I can share my life and love for good...
no matter if we fight as long as we can mend each other's pain...
happy to be back here, it's been a while and it felt good to finally be able to share my poems again... :)
Tik tok tik tok
I know it's been a long time
But I'm still waiting for you to arrive

Tik tok tik tok
It's already late,
Still haven't seen your shadows
or any noises you make

Tik tok tik tok
The air seems to be so cold
Now I can hear something breaking,
And a familiar tearing sound.

The sound of a heart that hoped

- Jessa Saquin
English is not my native language, if I wrote something wrong let me know. Thanks
Comparing them to us
Comparing us to them
Is not the right way to teach us
Instead you're just downgrading us

I wish you could say something great
Like a phrase full of possibilities
To make us learn from things around,
Not from what you thought
We should do to make us rise

No, I'm not happy
The way you treated us is bullsh!t
We do things you'd like us to do
Then leave us hanging in the middle of nowhere
Saying words full of wisdom
But the air is just the one who's listening

I wonder how we got this far?
I'm scared you'll eventually ask me
Something about the words I said from past
But how am I gonna remember those?
If only the one who cares is not even alive

Change the way you judge
Treat us equally and right
I'll do the favor and pay you back
With such a joy and pride

-Jessa Saquin
This drug,
It's  destroying me
It's  wrecking my life
to the point where I can hardly breathe

I thought of ecstasy
it became my addiction
And like that smoke in my lungs
it slowly burned me instead

Sometimes the forbidden drug is you.
ILY
ILY
ILY doesnt always mean I Love You,
Sometimes Im Leaving You
the saddest part is
I still care

Life is unfair
you now care for someone else
been years but im still here
We were separated by thousands of miles
But all I wanna see is your smile

I just wanted to hold your hands
But I'll worth thousands of grands

The most important is
I can love you overseas
Yet you're still making my knees weak
Because that's represent
the trust and love we seek.

- Jessa Saquin
We were separated by thousands of miles,
But all I wanna see is your smile.
I just wanted to hold your hands,
But it'll worth thousands of grands.

The most important is
I can love you overseas
Yet you're still making my knees weak
Because it represents, the trust and love we seek.

- Jessa Saquin
Me
Me
ME

I guess nobody can see
The truth that describes me

I'm used to be abandoned ,
Tasted all the emptiness
I have felt the coldest breeze
That's why Im still the strongest

I'm used to be a shadow
Hiding in somebody's back
Following the misleading path,
Still no words coming out of my mouth
Coz I'm still the innocent little kid
From the past

- Jessa Saquin
Me
Me
She looks happy
But her eyes are tired
She has friends
But lonely
She kinda sounds like me.
Me and You

Me and you,
wild and young
stitching our veins to bonds
Turn this friendships for life and beyond

Cuts and wounds
I Sense the pain
So We Let it rain
Mouth speak the words
Heart collects the ache
Didn't mind to break the chain
So our Trust will gain

Speak my little nightingale
Freed me from my jail
Stuck in a dark opaque road
Buddy that ain't no fairytale

You have a hallowed out heart
Been hurt but it's hopeless
Darkness caving inside your soul
Seemingly blinding the best part
That nobody saw

- Jessa M. Saquin
Its
horrible feeling
like the only person
you need
doesn't
need you
I'm feeling so numb
Tears coming out
And it's falling on the ground

My heart that's whole
Been shattered to pieces
Trying to put it together but it won't

Memories from the past
Caving in, flashing back
Making me weak and drown

I am a beautiful rose
Rip me off
I'm full with thorns

- Jessa Saquin
Not the best but I tried to pour myself in it.
I turn the shower on and let it cry with me

-Jessa M. Saquin
What the world doesn't know is
You sometimes linger in my head
What happened taught me more than you could imagine
I cried over that war of pain, I thank you for my brand new me.
sometimes acceptance is key
and suddenly i missed you again

— The End —