They are believers according to what they're believing.
Even the fact that they're trying to hide their real feelings.

Before us, they tend to  wear their invisible mask,
And they're using the smiley one in front of us.

When they turn their back, Sad mask will reveal whether they like it or not.
So I'm telling you, be careful and be a  good seeker one.

Mind this, it is really impossible to hide a dark bad smokes,
from a fire that was hidden beyond their bones.

The earth now is full of hypocrites,
Some of them keep saying that the Lord was Jesus Christ,
Well in that case... no doubts they are absolutely right
but they still keeping wrath inside  of their hearts.

In this world, may you find the truth behind the mask,
Just use your heart at the same time your mind.
So you will able to identify who tell lies,
And which among them is really sincere to you and kind.



[••• 102815 •••]
~Yhin 29~

A cold dawn woke me up,

I stand alone on the cold mountain top.

Then I saw you down there,

Hugging someone; wishing I was her.



I know you hear me, when I shouted your name.

I know you see me, but you didn't dared to stare.

When you left, you knew without you I'll become lame,

That day when you left, you didn't even shown any care.



I cried as long as I can,

Even it makes my heartbeats to stop.

Its like without you, on my own I can't stand,

When you left me, automatically I became flopped.



I thought this is the ending of everything,

then there's one tap that ease my stupid feelings.

He offered his hand at the same time his love which eased my pains,

Now I can fly again because he's the one who fixed  my broken wings.



"The Black Sparrow and the Mockingbird"

082115 -by yhin2x

Sometimes our FEELINGS from the HEARTS are traitor
It always AGAINST our MINDS which should be our mentor
A MENTOR that always right and should be followed
MIND that telling you to KEEP your feelings untold.

Mind is not selfish either a **** joy at all
She just wanna make sure you wont fall
from a temptation which made in an artistic way
So you better trust your mind and let that feelings go away....

-yhinyhin 080715

How I wish I may not lose you on my sight
Because as of now all I want is to hold your hand so tight.
If only I can stay with you all my nights
Until we see the touch of light so bright.


You didn't know I was afraid the first time we met
Because from the start you made my heart melted.
You caught my heart using your invisible net
Keep this, when I met you in the internet- I swear I have no regrets!

Oh Lord thank you for strengthening  me

In times I feel weak.

Thank you for comforting me

In times I feel lost.

Lord thank you for loving me

In times I feel unloved.

Dear God, I don't know who I am

If I didn't who you are.

So please help me to do your will

In a world that is full of sin.

Lead me to a place where should I go

Where I can share the salvation you brought

Oh Lord prepare me

in the place where you want me to be.

Anoint my words before I speak

Anoint me, so I can stand firm

In a place where people were chains on their own sins.



-Lead me Oh Lord!

by: Yhin2x

Philippines 101314

i.
The LAUGHS, the SMILE—
Everything beautiful
             I showed to them TRANSPARENTLY.
    The CRIES, the GRIEVANCES—
Everything hideous
            I intentionally UNDISCLOSED to them.

ii.
I TRIED, I FOUGHT—
           Brutally following
           The TREND of this world,
     But their JUDGEMENT continues
           As if I transgressed
           The DOMINION of the kingdom they ruled.

iii.  
All I ever wanted is to be ACCEPTED
       All I ever needed is to feel the LOVE,
              but this world DENIED my EXISTENCE
              and they marks my life BELITTLED.

iv.  
They UNDERSTAND only my songs
       and HELPLESSLY UNHEARD my inner voice.
      They APPRECIATED only my talents
       and couldn't see my TREMENDOUS efforts.

v.
I might have the FAME,
           the WEALTH and the POWER
           But still my soul longs for
           PEACE, FRIENDSHIP and a LOVER.
    Inside of me was full of INSECURITY,
          ANXIETY and SELF-PITY
          and SHOOT! I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!

vi.
The AFTERLIFE awaits me,
              Maybe there, I can find SERENITY.
       A place where no people to please,
              No more hurting feelings
              And geez! No more of me
             PRETENDING.

vii.  
As the night begin to passby
              I could finally get some REST.
        To all perfectionist out there,
              be GLAD, cause you won't see either
              hear me anymore, ADIOS!

"FROM THE EYES OF A SUICIDAL"
Written by: Yhin2x (Ate Yhin)
062520192000
All right reserved © 2019
#YhinsPoem
#wattypoems

© posted on my wattpad account @ Yhin2x
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Lying on my bed, just thinking of you.

Waiting any reply that coming from you.

As the time goes by

My eyes starting to cry

you let this night to pass by

without even saying "Hi"


08-01-15 / yhin2x

Patawarin mo ako kung mas pinili kong mahalin ang sarili ko kaysa sa'yo.

Patawad kung mas natakot akong lumaban  dahil alam ko na rin naman kung  ano ang ating patutunguhan.

Patatawarin ko rin ang sarili ko dahil alam kong hindi rin naman ako naging kontento.

Kaya patawarin mo rin ang sarili mo sa mga pangakong hindi mo na nagawang matupad.

Hanggang ang pagpapatawad natin ay mauwi sa paghilom, at ang paghilom ay mauwi na rin sa wakas sa pag-usad at sa paglimot.

-Ate Yhin , April 9, 2022

Kung hindi mo naman pala balak mahalin siya?
Eh bakit ginulo mo pa buhay niya?

Mga tanong na hanggang ngayon tuloy pilit niyang hinahanapan ng sagot.

Mahirap pala talaga kung wala naman talagang pagkakakilanlan ang relasyon n'yong dalawa—nakakalungkot.

Kung saan siya lulugar hindi na rin  niya alam.
Kung may karapatan ba siyang magselos at magdamdam

Kung kailangan  pa ba niyang maghintay o sumuko na lang
O hingin ang oras mo, tanong niya'y siya ba'y may karapatan?

Kaya sana kung bubulabugin mo lang din naman ang kaniyang damdamin at wala kang balak na siya'y mahalin—

Pwede ba? Huwag na lang, huwag mo siyang ikulong sa isang sitwasyong kulang na lang siya ay mapraning.

Salita | Ate Yhin
08172022648am

Ah ngayon mas nauunawaan ko na kapag sinasabi nila na, "Sana umalis ka na lang ng dahan-dahan, hindi ang mabilis hindi rin iyong biglaan."

Dahan-dahan na para bang ipaparamdam mo muna sa kaniya na nanlalamig ka na.

Unti-unti na kulang na lang sabihin mo sa kaniya na wala ka ng gana.

Sa malumanay at hindi sa dahas **** papataying ang pag-ibig niya para sayo hanggang sa kaniyang mapagtanto, "Ayoko na, pagod na ako!"

Iyon na rin ang pagkakataon mo para lumayo at lumisan sa kaniyang kanlungan.

O 'di ba nagtagumpay ka sa pag-alis mo ng dahan-dahan.

Sa isip mo, hindi na siya gaano naman masasaktan.

Dahil unti-unti **** inubos ang pag-ibig niya na sa'yo'y inilaan.

Kaya naman sana mas maging  masaya ka na
dahil ngayon pinalaya ka na niya ng tuluyan.

Salita | Ate Yhin
08162022924am

A woman without her man.

Is like...
           ... A lyrics without a tone.
           ... A poem without it's  rhyme.
           ... A flower without it's smell
           ... A moon without the stars.

A woman without her man


is the same as...
           ... A math problem without it's  formula.
            ... A sun without its sunlight.
            ... And crying without  any tears at all.

The essence of a woman can be found in the presence of her man.

And here I am,
I'm just a woman without her man.

012017- Yhin2x

Just like commuters
flooded with fond memories
We're both stranded.

#haikuchallenge

Paano mo nga ba masasabing siya na nga?

May paghinto ba talaga ng oras?
May pagbagal sa mga kilos?
May paglabo sa inyong paligid?

Ngunit bakit sa akin baligtad?

Bumilis ang oras at ikaw ang nakita sa hinaharap,
Bawat kilos nagkaroon ng sigla, at
Naging malinaw ang lahat na balang araw, ikaw pala 'yong gusto kong makasama.

Salita | Yhin

Kung sakaling bigla silang maglaho
Hindi mo na  matukoy kung saan ka patungo
Wari ba'y hindi na muling iikot ang mundo mo
Pwede ka naman panandaliang huminto
Magpahinga muna at saka ka bumwelo
Pausad sa mga pagsubok na mapaglaro
At saka mo patunayan sa kanila na hindi tayo madaling sumuko.


—Ate Yhin 807pm7142022