"semisweet" poems
hold my mind
it feels like soaked cheetos
puffy and orange
my feet are calloused with thought
and i have been stringing along ties
with too many people
hold my head
as i think about the men i meet in transition
instability in the back of a kit kat bar
and Los Angeles literature
because disappointment bends the broken
the soft cranium crunch
split to be eaten
but built to be shared
hold my thoughts
because im falling asleep in elevators
no longer able to choose the floor
save me from the ponder
from putting bottle caps on shelves
the gravity of my fingertips keeps lighting candles upside down
creating limitless space and
useless entities
hold my belongings so my brain can breathe
because unlike my mouth it cannot reach
you are my deep breath
pudding melted in my lungs
ill have an affair with the Wonka man
just to keep me from loving you
he could store me in one of his rooms
drown me with the a heavy chest
of something dark and semisweet
hold my body and steal my soul
because i group anything you sphere
and my life keeps changing all the love i need
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 4:06 AM UTC
I was told I didn’t need to know the Ingredients
For making a child with a heart of Gold
That they were born holding a Medal
Which said they owned everything and All
Of it was because they had convictional Purpose
The doctor would cry and bring a rose Flour
To thank the mother for Baking
An excellent batch of babies, Soda
Would be poured in champagne glasses, Salt
Sprinkled a top its head to spread like Butter
The flavours of intellect and it also Softened
The hearts of others around; old wounds Granulated
Smelled like caramelizing Sugar
Inside the room, the bodies Packed
Together to peer at the Brown
Strings of hair atop the child, who’s Sugar
-like shrieks of life broke open the Egg
Of love and made it taste like Vanilla
Its tears looked the most Semisweet
A dripping fountain of Chocolate
Fondue, be careful not to Chip
The teeth when it grows, it will grow Coarsely
Then, like jagged pebbles Chopped
With a dull knife; finally, assemble the Nuts
And bolts tight because this will hurt ,if
Not properly done, or simply toss away if the kid wasn’t desired
Oct 20, 2021
Oct 20, 2021 at 7:37 PM UTC
I’ll leave an empty page at the end of our final chapter
--the one I never thought I’d reach.
Maybe in time we’ll scrawl in an epilogue
Between honey sweet days on a tapestry in Saratoga
Woven like loops of a three ring notebook
A convoluted beginning met a harsh end.
We swam into the deep end
Sputtering and gasping for oxygen
Our lungs ¾ full and drunkenly heaving
To the beat of spoken word and Astronautalis.
I spanned my globe with you, measuring pieces of my soul like sugar cubes
In careful bits, we rationed out our hearts
Bartering for love through semisweet jaded eyes.
Your head in my lap on a Central Park afternoon
Your words imprinted on my neck, wrists, back, *******
Our fingerprints sealed together
I’ve never been more naïve.
So glad I didn’t die before I met you.
Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 9:00 PM UTC
Unlike wind. tall and walking leaf's
curling in bushy locks of. the very,
naked and servile, moon she's
street bounding rills of semisweet
chatter. the togetherness too much
,in,of comely arms a fawn thing, in
the forest of metal's. just leapt vanishing
smoke, into, the carnival of neon
large singing signs. post day well,
in gloom unanimously, slunk with
girl's skinny. they brushed fair and wane
as light's face creeping furtive
, "weLL
i was said
in those walls
sterile and seething
manic lewd gracefully
stumbling,
i
was mounted with
paint of sinning luscious
lips who carefully
rampaged, blithe node
,a noggin, mine.
cavorting straight narrow
unbent sharp green eye's slip.
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May 29, 2011
May 29, 2011 at 9:27 PM UTC
You think
you're okay.
But trust,
you
is
not.
That's why
my whole existence
got you all
so hot.
Can't handle the heat,
of just being
an afterthought.
Continually
laughing at me
Cause I got
all that
you want.
Your perspective so
semisweet,
you made
yoself
bitter
You keep
that attitude
concrete,
Imma always
be the winner.
Go ahead,
make fun of me.
yo hate is just
a silver
lining indeed,
ya words
are just
filler
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC
*I want to want her like a glass of wine
With an endless taste, and a deep draft
Waiting for me at the end of each day
Bitter and sweet like the summer tea
With a hint of dandelions, and her hair brushed gently away
Although this is me...you need not see, or want her in a similar way
But it's best if you could acquire the taste.
Because when you hold an endless glass
You can sit and sip your life away
Without care or concern for those moments past
Slowly like a semisweet
A Merlot or Chardonnay
How I want to want her like a glass of win
So that I can drink her in
And be drunk on her at the end of each day*
Jun 29, 2017
Jun 29, 2017 at 3:37 PM UTC
Our love isn't stardust
nor songs on repeat
oh no my dear,
our love is semisweet.
It is tired eyes
and messy hair
the screaming of obscenities
into the air without a care.
It is knowing
on days I am too much to bear
that you love me for who I am,
and you aren't going anywhere.
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 7:08 PM UTC