"ligh" poems
five years ago, June 2018,
I, poet Sir Humbug,
wrote:that the job of the artist was to be
luminous and dangerous
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*the job of the artist
is to be
luminous and dangerous
luminous to others
by being
dangerous to themselves
when the words are ripped from the chest,
atmosphere disbursed by the body’s projectile messes,
starburst fireworks,
luminous and dangerous,
luminating the shared night,
laminating your truths,
in poems disguised
and so the job,
our work,
begins*
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five years on,
somethings have changed,
indeed, the dangers of
being luminous,
clarifying and exposing,
the requisite badge of courage,
need-be more desperately earned
the work is more risky,
as the rules of now are none,
and the risk of good taste,
thoughtful caring,
exposing you innards outwardly,
so easy to demean
and sadly
that titillates the iliterati
like a fire-working fireflies flashing,
their in-concert of ligh attracts the
oohs and aahs
but too,
the restless for glory,
opinionated blowhard,
whose critical boundaries of ill will
are
boundless
yet,
write on, right on
to be where courage be the
sticking point!
your verbs must be pointy,
your direction true,
adjectives of modest innovation,
craft harder, then harder again,
for the work must be honest
in a manner most delicate
now is the time of
subtlety -
if one must bang pots to be heard,
that you to are but a noisemaker, a loser,
an addition to those
lost in the din
quiet passion,
thoughtful insight
to inside, to the tender parts,
will rule the day
and the blow smokers
will rue the day,
as their pretenses chafe and flail wayside,
and your words,
be like sightings of new lands
where you take us utterly beholden,
willing explorers to places most wonderfully
luminous and dangerous!
Jul 10, 2023
Jul 10, 2023 at 11:25 PM UTC
There is a trail in Pennsylvania that is barely tamed
That winds on down the mountainside and fractures into veins.
It lashes through the trees and wood, like man-made ligh-ten-ning
And offers streams of water tasting pleasantly of spring.
This way is framed with micro-caves and fissures in the stone
Where sweetest water rivulets feed moss that's overgrown
Haphazard wooden walkways dot the snake-like trodden path
Their clumsy steps all akimbo; they bridge the wild gaps.
And even further down the trail, dodging brown tree roots
That point like gnarled fingertips and target untied boots
Below, like uncut diamonds lodged into the mountainside
Gushing waterfalls sing aloud, in ranges far and wide.
Their surging torrents babble in a distinguished harmonies
The wordless wind responds by rustling through the countless trees.
There, at last around the bend, before the lumbered river
A bench there sits within the shade where coolness draws a shiver
The wood is at the mercy of the lichen and the rain
That rush to bring that broken boards back to the earth again.
And there, amidst the other foolish carvings in the wood
Scrawled with hopeful youthful hands that did the best they could
The chips and angles buried in reveal what once was true
This is the final place where I will always love you , too.
Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 12:52 PM UTC
Life is a delusion of meaning,
We seek direction without seeing.
Death is deceived as the end,
For none accept it is meant.
The people will forever live a lie,
We're not meant to live, but die.
Infinite possibilities of history,
But one day it won't be me.
Ineffable beauty we all desire,
Nefarious cruelty we all will acquire.
The only greatness we will find,
Is that destiny is very unkind.
Cupid is ****** and love's a lie,
Another arrow, and I will die.
Let me feel love again,
To leave this world in pain.
I'm not a poet anymore,
But maybe I never were.
The words here, I have said,
Are the memories I have bled.
Heal me, but never take my scars,
Feel me, for I'll be amongst the stars.
For death is darkness right?
In space, there is no ligh.
Forever, I'll float into the abyss,
And maybe find something to miss.
Jul 17, 2020
Jul 17, 2020 at 6:09 PM UTC
there's usually a sense of "hey this is what i do, this is what has happened to me, because of me, in spite of me", etc. for most
for me, comfort zone can be a major issue.
So, i'm new here...or sometimes it's, "yes, i am".
struggle can be keeping it together
other times it's getting it out.
most of the time it's making it up as i go along.
other times it's repeating what i've previously made up.
not in a nonfactual or lying sense, necessarily. not in a laying sense, necessarily.
duality divides me though it's more of a choice, i suppose.
sometimes cynic, other times scenic. mostly both.
So, i'm new here...about 2 hrs. or 31 years. or for an immeasurable blink of thought...i'm new here in the speed of ligh-deas.
there was 9 of us growing, 11 with my parents. now their is 8 of us still growing at the same individual rate and 1, i believe, expanding beyond what i am currently able to connect to. i miss it all, including the possibility of never knowing in the end.
my parents still growing.
the seeds of my own, blooming like rain drops turned snow ***** aimed at the desert floor. crashing with laughter, imposing their spirit and sky-packed piercing frost to the desolate detail that awaits the on-coming wave of a background made of mushroom clouds.
so, since i'm new here i can be blatant in, yes IN, the surface and a bit more cryptic in the subtext.
it helps to **** out the weeds...at times me being the ****
like a self-aware filing cabinet, collecting dust, holding on to perceived archaic attractions like faded paper, record players and the sound of giant stones sliding across one another. the option of a lock. the reality of a handle.
is there ever such a thing as "rambling"? who defines compromise? is peace and non-violence the only thing worth dieing for? do we only act when given the promise of reward? blah blah blah. i genuinely ask these ?s but it's hard to stay unpretentious when you're talking about yourself so much...but hey, i'm new here and i'm trying my damndest to not give a **** however i am writing this to share. perspective. take it...leave it...put it in to...pull it out of. awaken. sleep. and awaken.
so please and thank you. and welcome.
Jun 17, 2010
Jun 17, 2010 at 1:18 PM UTC
My body has fallen, But my soul will live long
My spirit is flying, To places unknown
The memories of my life, Are left beside my bones
Dont follow me, Im on my own
I will fly forever all alone.
I have no name, Or even a form
I have no face, Or even a place
I walk alone on the path I make
I'm rider of storms, I'm the lighting that strikes and destroy
That burns everything it touch
I'm the rain that falls from your eyes
When clouds aren't white
I'm the wind that blows, And caresses your soul
It might be late at night, But I'm the moon that gives you light
I'm the fire that keeps you warm
I'm the water that gives you life
I'm the demon that drags you down
The one that follows you day and night
I'm your biggest fear
I'm the thunder that roars
I'm the wolf that howl's
I'm your shadow, That follow's you around
That make you feel scared, Even if there's light
I will have my revenge, I'll explode in anger and hate
Fear my words, Their are not in vain
I swear by God I will be back again
I'll rise from the grave, To take your soul
You don't deserve this life, This life you stole
I'll summon an army, An army from hell
You're not going to heaven, That's not your place
I have your seat next to mine, So we can both together see the light
While it disappears as we enter the dark
I might be dead, But I still can hate
I feel the anger flowing through my veins
When you smile, I bleed
When you kiss, I die
When you love, I hate
You took my life and with it you stayed
I'll whisper at night, The words you deserve
The Earth will tremble, When my wrath has its place
Don't try to fix the problems you've made It's too late
Don't try to stop me it cannot be done
My fury and anger are stronger than yours
You're the responsible of my pain
And for that you will pay
The time is running out, And so is your life
Beware of the day when there's no more ligh
Feb 19, 2011
Feb 19, 2011 at 8:45 AM UTC
I consider myself a pyromaniac by design.
**** me softly with your absence --- *you ar
e dead to me* as in you are gone, but you
continue to haunt my loneliness with your i
nflicted trauma. and all I want to do is make
you understand that *you are an evil disc of
make-believe in make-up - - - you are not m
y sun - - - you are a cheap fluorescent ligh
tbulb hanging by a dusty chain and it's been e
asy finding a replacement with every step outsi
de - - - even the most overcast days are brighter
than you.*
Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 2:50 AM UTC
I was eight years old when i met you , my best friend you
were wearing a dorky dress your mother picked out
, your hair was much longer that it is now
you have an enticing smile that would make anyones day
eyes that glimmer in any level of ligh
t we would spend hourse speaking of dreams of what we wanted when we grew up
from that moment i knew i would never want to be without you
but i couldnt tell you that out of fear of pushing you away
why cant i love you?
as we got older your beauty grew bolder
and my feelings got stronger
the one thing that didnt change was the amount of time we spent together
i loved those rainy days we'd stay in and watch movies
the way you would rest your head on my shoulder or hearing your adorable laugh at the random scenes
i loved the summer days where we'd go to the lake
the way the sun would make your skin glow
or how your eyes reflected the deep beauty of the water
I love you
why cant i love you?
with these feelings rising threatening to burst out i just had to tell you
but there was something you had to say first
you told me you met someone
i was forced to slowly watch as your hands clenched
then have to listen to every detail of how your lips first met
all i could think was how your hands belonged in mine
why cant i love you?
after months of torture , i remember holding you as you cried
apparently being with only you wasnt good enough for him
im sorry i couldnt protect you
but just know that for every tear that fell , so did a piece of my heart
and that in my arms , no one will hurt you
i cant remember what i said but i got you to smile this was it , i leaned in to kiss you , but you stopped me , saying you could stand to lose me too
why cant i love you?
dont you see you would never lose me because i would never let go of you
from the moment i fell into those accepting blue eyes i knew you were mine
you may think youre an emotional wreck but i can carry you
like a bird with a broke wing stuck on the ground let me mend you , so we can soar let me be the one who shows you true happiness
let me hold your hand
let me help you
let me inside your walls
let me love you
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Everything feels in slow motion
Like poison, running through my vains
Going nowhere but my brain.
The day is slowly coming
I wanna talk to you
but you wouldn't understand.
Just take me back to the first day
When we were lovers and nothing else.
Speaking the truth in love
We fought it, made it right,
Walking down the hallway there's a light
That tells us everything's gonna be alright.
Stay by my side
'Till the morning ligh comes out again
Hold my hand
And everything will be alright.
Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 6:05 PM UTC
You're not sure but she makes you think
She can't see you but from afar it’s a bit puzzling
When you haven't the chance and you almost believe
She'd rather be invisible for the sake of mystery
She'll draw you close with a glance, you don't yet sense
Her flighty fence at your approach she'll draw the gate
Time and time again until you begin to think
There's not much there behind her thoughtless wait
She'll show you everything from across the room
But her face is unpainted color in the nearness of ligh
When you finally turn, you'll finally learn, to look away
The smile you'll miss, the flicker of mischief in her eye
Is her greatest secret, the one that will pull in another
And all too soon he'll begin to think he's just as far
Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 8:28 PM UTC
Yea it's been pretty lonely around here lately.
Between my bed
and the moon
and the dim ligh
t it shines into the kitchen
at 3 am.
It's funny because
I'm surrounded by silence
but my mind
can't seem to stop screaming.
I'm just left here with myself.
All I can think about
is how much I'd love
to switch places with the moon tonight.
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 9:41 PM UTC
Warm breeze,
Feel
It
On
Bear skin
Under
Cool
Sheets
breathe the forever, let the sky fade in your spirit
Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 10:54 PM UTC
A candle in the
Dark Like a
Ligh Tbulb
In a Box
Flick Ers
Until t He bat
Terys
Run
Out
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 11:02 PM UTC
it is cold
it is vary cold
i look to the ground only to see red
then to look at the sky and thinking am i dead
as i ligh there
in that cold place only thinking of grace
i see a light
it was so bright
so i then took flight
Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 9:10 AM UTC
i've been wondering if i should write a diary
but is it worth it?
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 1:52 PM UTC