"knw" poems
(S)weet smile and bright eyes
(W)e said we'll wait but that was a lie
(A)nother night by my side and u crave it
(L)ets get naked i knw u wnt to taste it
(L)ife is short so is my patience
(O)nce i've said it it became my obssesion
(W)ill you be my wife?
(I) love you so much
(T)ime to admit what a mistake that was
Words Of Harfouchism.
Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 3:20 PM UTC
U gat me thinking all *****
U gat my mind all flirty.. Or is it filthy..Hehhe
Mehn.. U gat me saying.. Yes papi
Wind on me baby
The way u move ur spine is alarming
U gat me blood all hot.. I'm screaming
Don't let go baby
Bring that body my way
U knw u ain't goin no where
Once I have got my way
U know u wld want to stay
Can't get u off my brain
Thought of u flooding my viens
Drooling over u...
I gat to have u
**** u gat me thinking *****
U make me want to be so naughty
Bring ur body this way
I have got plans.. That wld make u scream hey!!
O my.. Naughty naughty
U really gat me all hot n sweaty
I ain't leaving here alone
Come on..i knw u want more
Yes u are my Naughty lil secret
The one I cant regret
The one that i hv bn looking for
The one that always has me wanting more
My naughty naughty..
Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 8:21 PM UTC
As soon as i get a new way..
An obstacle comes around to sway..
Theres no way around to get through it..
But to sit back and wait for it..
The beauty of anxiety became endless
As m goin restless
Here i remember d warrior in me..
Who could get through n come out as a survivor for me..
I don't knw whats the meaning of real pain..
But for me this time is goin insane..
Wheres my angel wheres my saviour
M insearch f my happy near..
Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 5:53 AM UTC
the definiton of a non ******* factor is you
something or someone that doesnt matter and i wont give my energy to
a selfless or worthless human being
who is miserable unhappy and on pity and drama they feed
i dont give a **** about you your feelings or thought
all in my business you seem to care alot
non factor *** *****
save yaself the embarrassment when you see me dont say ****
no snares, conversation, or smart comments
there are alot of things in this world that dont matter
and one of those things are ppl like you non ******* factors
when your name pops up these things come to mind
valueless,cheap,shoddy,useless,ineffective,and not worth time
along with fruitless,unavailing,pointless, oh and good for nothing slim
now since i knw your slow go to a dictionary to define
you are a disaster created by a ****** tragic mistake
something your mother didnt want but having an abortion became a option to late
**** more like dirt under my shoe
aww look at the non ******* factor get mad just look at you
go ahead run ya mouth let ya teeth chatter
who the hell is going to listen to a non ******* factor......
Oct 21, 2011
Oct 21, 2011 at 10:32 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder what went wrong
The pain of being alone keeps haunting
Was it destiny that created the crater in my life ?
People call it choices I guess ...
People write about ...
Pain
Being unwanted
Lonely
Depression
Trauma
Love
***
Happiness
But I Knw I'm a lost cause gasping on mortality ...
Signing off .... Ciao
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 1:27 PM UTC
From the abyss of despair,disdain and desertion
My angel ,my harbinger my reason to blosssom and bloom
you hatched my abeynce and gloom...
Now tht i can see the verdant and braeth the ambience
i can barely be thankful enough to the cryptic zephyr
The rapunzel who led me down her long dark ravishing locks
to the respite of the embittered recluse ....
You r my guiding redolent mermaid who
help me conquer the vast cerulean deep oceans of grief...
Without your love my life is just like a tree without leaves
my heart without beats,ohh my dear i don't knw whr it is,
in my auricle or ventricle but i know it is within my heart and will be forevr for u
which rythyms my soul by giving energy to confront this curious world
I can get the vistage of love from your comely eyes but how simply
you just deny by phoxy lines from your red luscious lips.......
please,please don't play with my emotions it just kills me day and night in motion
My eyes are wet,lips are dried heart is broken, dreams are scattered but still
there is a hope that you will give me another scope.........
and i promise i will not let my love for you go in vain untill the last drop of blood flows in my vein.........
May 14, 2012
May 14, 2012 at 4:25 AM UTC
About 2 watch a m0vie
I'll b seeing it Through my eyes
I hope its ur face I find
Its been so long
Since I felt ths way
Dnt knw wht 2 say
Thrs no sense of direction
No commitment
Nothing tht wud make me run away
Not once did u judge me
On how I am
Nor hav u tried 2 change me
U r fine with wh0 I am!
U knw I can not love u
N0t tht I dnt want 2
But nxt 2 me u stand
Ur da only 1 thts different
Da way u stood tall 4 me
And defended me
No1 has eva done tht 4 me!
I knw ths 4 a fact
U & I will walk 2getha
Quite a distance
I'll be seeing you in my movie
I'll be waiting at da bar
Thr I will thank you
4 being da best I'v had s0 far
Nov 3, 2010
Nov 3, 2010 at 2:00 PM UTC
(Man meets woman, Woman meets man)
Man: How are you beautiful?
Woman: I'm blessed handsome!
Man: Wondering if I could get to know you?
Woman: Of course
(Beginning Of Relationship)
Woman: I've been hurt before so I'm very guarded of my heart and feelings.
Man: I'll never hurt you baby, I'll cherish and love you like the angel you are!!
Woman: I hope so!!
Man: Dnt hope baby believe it
Woman: Ok baby
Man: I got you boo!
(Months Later)
Woman: Baby you seem distant is everything ok?
Man: I'm good
Woman: You sure?.. Is there anything you wanna talk about?
Man: Nah I'm str8
Woman: Ok boo (Sighing)
(Same Night)
Woman: Hey babe where you at?
Man: With my *****
Woman: Okay boo can't wait for you to get home, got a surprise for you!!
Man: Aight
Woman: (Sighing)& (Thinking)
(Early Morning)
Woman: Bae we need to talk
Man: Bout what?
Woman: About us boo
Man: What about us?!
Woman: Things dnt seem the same. You really acting different.
Man: It's all in your head.. I love you gurl (Kiss her forehead)
Woman: Ok boo (Blushing)
(Week Later)
Man: Bout to roll over to my ***** house.
Woman: How long you gonna be gone boo?
Man: Bruh I dnt knw what's up?!
Woman: Dang I just asked cause I wanted us to go out and have fun.
Man: I'll be busy handling some business mane!!
Woman: Okay boo maybe some other time. (Thinking)
Man: Aight bruh
(Hours Later)
Woman: Hey boo what's up, what you doing? (CALM)
Man: Bruh told you I'm kicking it with my *****
Woman: Which one?
Man: Tony bruh.. Why? What's up?!
Woman: LOL
Man: What's so **** funny mane?!
Woman: TELL THAT *** I SAID HEY AND AS FOR YOU COME GET YOUR ****
Man: WHAT?! BRUH WHAT THE **** YOU TALKING BOUT?! MANE I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THIS PETTY **** BRUH GONE ON.. ***** CNT EVEN KICK IT WITH HIS ***** WITHOUT BEING ACCUSED OF CHEATING..
Woman: LOL... Hold on.. Hold that thought. (CALM)
Man: H..E..L..L...O
Tony: Hey bruh where you at??? Thought your az was at home I came thru
Man: ****
Woman: LOL.... BUSTED BRUH!!!!! COME GET YOUR SHIT!!!!..LOL
Man: **** faced)!!!
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 11:07 PM UTC
DESIRE OF MINE HEART
If you missed my calls, I'm definitely sure you wouldn't miss my text. Baby you got the healing & you knw that I need it. Baby let's not act like fool. A jewel is sold to he who valued it. Baby. You're such a Pearl I can't afford to let go, I'd rather stay go with the desire of mine heart!
-C9fm
Oct 7, 2022
Oct 7, 2022 at 1:54 AM UTC
Man i miss my bro.... I remeber wen we was kids and all the crazy **** did. we kept secrets from momma ..kept each other from gettn whoopns and much more drama. and nw u in jail and i know i sho miss u like hell..man i miss ur crazy sayns like (dis shxt is a terrible discrimination). bt hey u give me the motovation to stay here wit momma and nt make so much truma. and to go to school so i can get my diploma.. man bro i need u out here.. life is crazy and im holdn bac my tears.. tryn to stay strong and keep myself from doin wrong.. even doe i feel im alone in this piece.. momma might have cancer and i know my heart is decease. my eyes burn everyday so i try to turn to God and pray.. i feel like he nt hearn me becz stuff is nt cumn to me so easily... i mean i dnt thnk life jus *** so brezzy bt its like things nt gettn bettr bt turn for the worst.. wen i think of strong people u *** up first.. i miss u bro and love u.. and momma the only one who stepps above u.. u nt far behind. u r really next on my heart line. i wish i can show u that me and momma nt blind and we knw u care and love for us to... its a little hard to show it from you.. ha u know dats true.. :) lil Sis
Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 2:26 PM UTC
Hiiiii....u knw what aaj ky hai....
aaj bhot special prsn ka bday hai...
meli bestieee.... kaaa
paglu ka
bhot special tu duffr mere lyee...
&
chalo kuch meethi meethi yaade yaad dilata hu...
apni....
yaaad hai jab humari fst tym baaat hui thi....wo cmnt k rply me
ladai se hui thi startng
ki pata tha itne impo ** jaynge ek dusre k lye
fr wo humara din bhar choti choti si baat pr ladna
manana
fr draaame dikhana ki tu lunch ni kalega to b ni kalungi....
tu gannna ...tu gannniii
hihihihihi
bhot misss krta hu m bo ladaiyaaa
punishment b inni pyali ki galti krne ka man kre
....
school se aate hi beg rakhne se phle....mobile on krna...
net on hone se phle whatsappp pr msz type krna....
agr ek mint b reply late hua to bawal ,machana...
fr shaq wali nigaaho se dekhnaaa.....
hihihi binna galti k es masssom bacheee se solly bulbana.....
pure pure din baat krke b pet ni bharta tha
deere deere baat krte krte special one bn gyi merelyee....
fr kisi se b baat ni kalta tha m
muujhe aaj b yaad hai wo din
8/4/1999 mela bday gifttt
maine tainu 1st tym dekha tha...
hihihihi...
apni yaari ese hi bni rahe hamesha....
bs yadi pray krni hai... mainu...rab se.....
i love u my....bestieee...... happy bday tooo.....uuuuuuuu...
ab bta babu ky gift chaahiye teko.
.
Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 4:22 AM UTC
I dnt believe in makin wrong decissions
nor mistakes ~
I believe, wht eva da choice might have been ~
it was da right one
@ da time of making it!
Therefore,
n0 matter what da outc0me ~
it was RIGHT!
There's n0 such thing as a mistake /
or wr0ng choices..!
But wht if~
wht if~
You juSt dnt knw..?
Do u jst g0 wif wht eva fl0?
or d0 u
turn ar0und
& walk away..??
Nov 10, 2010
Nov 10, 2010 at 12:59 PM UTC
They say You are my world..
They say You meant a lot..
But when some hurdles are thrown on them..
Their whole Love is gone..
So, this time when u say u love me..
Unturn urself and then behold me..
Set your priorities first and then fix me on them..
Bcoz I don't think I m the one on top ten..
I don't want your time, nethier want your calls..
I want U to share things, when something falls..
I know U are busy..I know someone is around..
But I want to care, as I knw smething is pushing u down..
Set your priorities first and then fix me on them..
Bcoz I don't think I m the one on top ten..
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 4:12 AM UTC
For as far as I can remember I've been going thru so much hurt, so much pain... That only a night filled with a soaked pillow from which my eyes filled with tears that flowed dwn the cheeks of a woman who has a inner demon that's ready to unleash and punish all whom have caused her pain.. Ppl tell me things but yet their actions don't compare.. I look at them with anger but keep a silent tongue, cause if they knew the words I wanted to say.. they wouldn't be able to handle the raft of my rage.. I've been hurt in so many ways that the soft spoken person, caring person that I once was is now gone and sleeping within me that I dnt knw what or how I can awaken her.. maybe I need that one person to come and make her magically appear, or maybe it's gonna take some deep meditation on my own to bring her forth. But I'm afraid that this person I've become is holding my inner beauty hostage and is not willing to allow her to come forth ever again. I've been waiting for so long to be loved that it has now just become a laughing matter that my evil side just smirk and grin upon saying.. **** love it'll never come so just let it be.. I still have moments when the beauty inside me voices out but is still trapped to where she can't come out. So she sleeps now within me while the other person lingers on.. Who has the heart or the strength to awaken my sleeping beauty.. for I have grown weak and can no longer fight.. the other person I have become!
Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 11:23 AM UTC
Such delight as a txt arrives
Tinkling phne and bzzing
Unable 2 wait 2 press the buttons
Simply lovely 2 hear from u
Miss u whilst u are @ wrk
……Hoping 4 a txt soon :-)
No 1 knows how much it means
Tht lttle mssge of love
A link 2 r hearts
Nice 2 knw ur thinking of me
As we go thru the day
Thse few words, so spcial & tndr
Thank u babe, love u 2, 4 ever :-)
Feb 3, 2010
Feb 3, 2010 at 12:32 PM UTC
Am supposd to b rytn abt hm.
Wat i wnt hm to do to me
Do for me......
Bt the moment ths pen reachs th paper she comes out
Her tht little scared gal
She wnts hr pain bared to u
Shz troubld
Inside hr heart
She hates every1, mst especially hrself
Shz manipulative, shz th mothr of pain
Tormentd little brat
Not all wounds heal
Shz damagd, u cnt help hr, i wnt let u
You see shz th main personality n am hr strongest outer ego
Th othrz r weak
Am in charge, she creatd me to protect hr
Am doin js tht. U wnt her.
Yes i knw such a pretty gal n yet such an ugly soul
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 9:03 AM UTC
I went to bed whit intentions of sleeping…
I knew i wasn’t sleepy at all…
2hours went by but i was stil wide awake…
i played music, but it was annoying me…
I logged on mxit but couldn’t chat, nobody was online…
I tried to think but my mind was all negative to a point were i even thought of goin 2 watch tv…
I went through my phone book but couldn’t call anybody…
I askd my self questions and eventually answered my self…
As i answered my self more and more questions came to my mind…
I took time to pray and it helped to calm down…
I tried sleeping again but the same thing happened, i couldn’t sleep…
I was wondering if i had problems but couldn’t agree whit the truth…
I was in denial…
I smiled but deep inside i laughed sarcastically towards my self…
I started to have a headache…
Then i accepted im not happy …
I was wondering why…
I ignored the real answer …
Eventualy i took a decision of going to the kitchen to drink water so that the headache could be minimised…
It never worked…
I tried to update my facebook status but my mind went blank….
I listend 2 Larry Head my mind came at ease…
Simply bbecause i realised that my problem was not my problem…
It was ssomeone else problem but just bbecause i care and i tried to figure it out to see a smile on your face again…
Remember 4 u 2 find de cure u must knw de cause!
The is nothing wrong with caring for your loved ones
Dont let your worries become stress
Life its self is a gift from God
When you are stressing you ain’t really living…
Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 3:29 AM UTC
Little as a girl
All that she knew
The warm wind that blew
And the arms of her daddy
Wrapped her in
From fields of paddy
There came a breeze
Made everything to seize
There came a little boy
Took his sister, wished her happiness
And gifted the toy.
With memories of love
She stepped into the youth
Flying like a dove
Like any other girl
Prince charming ruled her dreams…..
Wearing a silk of sheen
Wanted to b his angel…
She dressed at her best….
And this is the rest….
Handsome lad came by..
Saw the girl, mesmerized.
But was too shy
Girl saw the prince, dazzled..
Eyes got shimmered……
He held her hand....
Pulled her close
And these words he chose..
“You are my angel, you are the one;
You are my love and the only one;
Accept my heart, be with me;
I’ll be the reason for your joy, as much I could be
I love you, I adore you…. You are special…
You are my angel, be with me….”
tears from eye,
Rolled through her white cheeks…
Boy catches the pearl and speaks
“ I wuld never let you weep….
That your tears make me weak.
I see a family in you
That I never had…
Take me I beg you
I promise you all my love”
Girl, into his charm…
Thought it as a dream
Pinched the arm…
Came a joyful scream..
“You are my prince…. You are the one..
I was afraid…
I was sad….
To knw all the bad
That existed in this world
They said true love is no more….
No one would ever love you from core…
But you made my heart pound…..
Oh I love I too…..”
And there came the sound…..
She continued……..
“my dad has given me all the joy….
My brother has bring me pride…
I love them more and I love them first…….
I am my dad’s doll….
My brother’s princess….
Can you give me all that love????”
Boy held her face in his hands…….
“ doll for your dad you are……
Princess for your brother you are
I’ll make you queen of my heart……
You are my angel, you are the one…..
You are my love, you are the only one…..”
Girl fell in his arms……
Stars seemed bright….
Wind tangled her hair light,
She accepted his heart….
And this is they got a start……..
Next day,
Girl went to the church…..
Thanked the god through and through
That god has made her wish come true……
Every girl has a wish…..
Not the diamonds ….
Not the palace……
But a loving heart……
Where
Absence of her dad
Doesn’t make her mad
Where
She feels protected and safe…..
That beautiful sage….
Luckiest was the girl…..
She truly found that pearl
That kept shining
Seeing her smiling….
He kept his promise……
Never did he let her cry
And always stood by
She was his queen,
She was his angel……
She was the one…
She was his love……..
And the only one………………
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 2:32 PM UTC
no its not black
it cudn't be white
grey hz been the line fr me to stay!
i ain't no fun
i ain't no bore
judgement z what i make neway!
not a coward
neither do i fight
somehw i knw hw to survive!
no sort f genious
definitely not dumb
but what's important z that i hv a say!
i don't hate
i can't love
calculated its been what i ever felt!
rich is minus me
poor i dun include
either way fr me is rude!
not f sins
no way a saint
to get away wid extremities, i wzn't meant!
nice doesn't appeal to me
being crass certainly is insensitive
IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE probably, i shud live!
Sep 3, 2012
Sep 3, 2012 at 1:00 PM UTC
A silent love song from you to me
A silent love song realy how soft can my love be
When I wake in the mrw its u I want to see
And before the night comes m reminded of how u won't be next to me
Oh how buttrflies flutter and my heart skips a beat
Oh how silky lips may kiss and mislead
And all over me feelings of lust with great greed
How air escapes my lungs and my mind finally admits defeat
From the heart,
But we will always stand worlds apart
Regardless of how right it may feel
I have already played my cards and received my deal
A decision for life
And everything u want at this price.
A silent love song that will never be known,
owned or stand selected upon anyone's throne
Not your nor mine or our cause there will never be "us"
Nw I knw how forever it will prevail
And hope it will never grow pale
A silent love song oh so true
A silent love song forever, from me to you
Mar 1, 2012
Mar 1, 2012 at 10:40 AM UTC
(2001)
inbetween the mirrors of reality,
my sanity slips beyond my reach,
and I fall -
tumble headlong into theories of death,
unexpected glimpses of mortality.
and I saw -
my existance as a spidersweb,
people clinging like morningdew.
And I know -
if not today then tomorrow
and tomorrow and tomorrow.
I will be omnipotent
I will travel in light
I will knw God
and I will revel in the knowledge of forever.
Mar 15, 2010
Mar 15, 2010 at 1:48 AM UTC
SOMEONE..
someone can be anyone...
Someone who vl love you as u are
someone who vl care fr you
someone who vl hold you while you fall
someone who vl make feel better wen ur sad.
someone who vl just sit next to you wen when u hv nthng to say..
Someone who vl make you smile wen you cry..
Someone who vl just smile seeing you smile..
Someone who vl just hold ur hand wen othr point fingers towards u..
Someone who vl understnd wen ur angry..
Someone who vl appretiate your love..
Someone positive someone beautiful at heart
someone other than family
someone special
someone awsome just like angel...
We all need or expect and are in search of "that" SOMEONE who u want to be
in ur life forevr..
Not evryone is so lucky,
so , just be that someone , to someone , who is in search of such a someone..and
You vl nvr knw,Wen tat someone vl become your someone....
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 12:54 PM UTC
I dont wanna cry dont wanna loose u,
i love ur each sentence u,
tell about me,
so never let me free,
from ur love,
cuz it's my peace and all above,
is upto u that how u'll treat me,
but i'll luv u till my last breathe,
u made d best lines possibles 2 take it out from my lips,
i just wanna hug u kep closer 2 me and dont wanna kiss,
i'll never let u go cuz my herat is stolen by ur name,
plss love me by heart nvr play the game,
and lie me and make me a fool,
cuz i love u more then any 1 else in world and univerese's pool.
Of luv and hatered,
we knw that 1 we'll become dead,
but till m alive d best person
was u,is u and will b u
and i always saying d same that i love u....:*
@ akash mazumdar
Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC
im calling 4 yu,if its the last thing that i do......
never let the devil interfere with me...and i knw ...
that i wont be decieved...im yelling help me from the
top of mi lungs..i dont knw where i am...nor what i did
wrong...the devil is tryna *** to soon....im slowly letting
it in and thatz what i shouldnt do..help me,help me,please
rescue me from this.....im all alone,cuz all i hear is complete
silence...never the less god is near...i knw he listened when
i called upon him loud and clear........
Aug 9, 2012
Aug 9, 2012 at 4:16 PM UTC
Baby you will always be in my heart.
i will never let you go.
it may not sound smart.
but i will never let you knw.
i still love you!
that you will never be told.
everything i sat is 100% true.
if u find out i will fold.
baby cant you see ur in my heart forever!
as an unkown apathy!
Aug 11, 2010
Aug 11, 2010 at 8:30 PM UTC