"eremophobia" poems
-the deep feeling
of being alone or
feeling loneliness;
the morbid dread
of being alone.
*i guess i finally
found my condition,
and no cure for it.
at least i am going
to die alone,
there will be no one
to show fake sincerity
for my death.*
Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 7:58 AM UTC
i find perfect peace in lalochezia ..
your being is selcouth,
this piece is adoxography to the world
but everything to me.
darling you drowned me so deep in lust,
i started to believe that it was love..
i sit by the ocean in the night time as if i am a paralian,
listening to the most peaceful sound that is the waves roaring..
the horror of my desolation,
seems to be washing away at the sound of the ocean..
i never want to leave this place.
i suffer eremophobia,
i just need us to move..
we cant stay here, we have to leave,
this is torture.
i dream of rasasvada,
i dream of apanthropinization.
le mot juste.
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 8:13 PM UTC
Sometimes it feels like you've emptied all your loneliness into a bowl and kept it close by your side.
Never really leaving it.
But you revisit it every time you feel sorry for yourself,
taking a sip,
waiting for the pain to subside.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 8:21 AM UTC
I could not find the word for phobia of commitment- but I'm sure it would resonate so well within you much like the ideas and philosophies of the sunrise in the golden hours hitting the trees as they whisper and call to the very fiber of your being so instead I titled this the fear of being alone as it reverberates against me like the ideas of gods, morality, and the cosmos and speaks and moves myself as the trees do you
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC