"adderal" poems
i’ve barely slept,
i’m running on adderal and self loathing,
a mix that has kept me alive for far too long.
i’ve barely slept,
i want you to kiss me until our lips are bruised and touch me hard enough that traces of your fingertips can still be seen on my skin.
i’ve barely slept,
i miss the feeling of someone’s mouth on my neck,
the feeling of gentle kisses starting at my collarbone and falling lower and lower and lower.
i’ve barely slept,
i’m running on adderal and self loathing,
when what i really need is to find my relief in you.
Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 9:01 PM UTC
Love is a drug.
It's a depressant, stimulant & hallucinagen.
Love is an anxiolytic & antipsychotic,
It's a mood stabilizer & antidepressant.
Love is the treatment for my instability.
So where is my psycho-pharmacologist?
Where's my script for rose-colored glasses?
Doesn't he see that I need my Klonopin;
My Zoloft is running low.
My Haldol is depleted & my Adderal is out.
I'm shaking with anxiety
My depression's dragging my down
To the depths I just escaped.
I'm seeing things that shouldn't be.
And I'm running in circles, too afraid to stop.
Where is my psycho-pharmacologist?
Why won't he give me my daily dose,
One simple touch to give me sanity?
Jan 15, 2012
Jan 15, 2012 at 12:25 PM UTC
Moral depravity is a commercial asset
*** is love
Love only happens to beautiful people
People with chiseled jaws unstrap silken bras
Bras are meant to be **** and not intelligible
Intelligence is secondary to primary skill sets
Set up the idyllic world in your imagination
Imagine that you will one day know the answers to everything
Everything will be simpler and no one will hurt you
You, the delicate breadwinner who scored perfect SAT's
Sat down by harsh lessons that cannot be studied with the help of Adderal
Add up all your triumphs and they will only be a 63 percent
You have failed life
Li[F]e.
Apr 2, 2013
Apr 2, 2013 at 12:14 AM UTC
The amphetamines are at
an all time high.
The excuses stay the same.
I worry that it's too much,
she assures me that its not enough.
I see the world around her spinning
slowly out of control.
She is immune to it.
If I voice an opinion,
the excuses shoot me down.
If I stay silent,
my morals and experience
make me feel unsettled.
I tell her that they make her
cold and distant.
She refuses to see it.
I look into her face and
it is blank.
Too lost in a thought.
Focused on that single issue,
to not see it.
I have to keep going with her,
abandonment is not an option.
I used to be the indulgent one,
now I see it all with different eyes.
I know what’s next.
But she won't let me in.
Oct 10, 2011
Oct 10, 2011 at 10:27 PM UTC
Never forget
there is always a person
who remembers who you
were when you drove a
Ford Taurus
and your ****** eyes
set sight on me
She knows you only as
a shiny new car;
a house with a table:
to line up
white powder,
a bottle of Adderal
you are willing to give her;
nightly **** hits
and going inside her.
I am the one who
knows your heart.
Let me know when
you've re-found yourself.
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 10:56 AM UTC
Swallow and wait
This is a drug that stimulates
My hearts racing and my brain is spacing
Fills my mind with crazy thoughts but I love the way it makes me talk
The day goes fine but the come down *****
Can't sleep at night but why do I give a ****
Addiction took me you could see that when you looked at me
My clothes got bigger and my body got smaller
Another pill another 3 dollars
But that's all old news cause that was bad news
And adderal has bad reviews
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 8:02 PM UTC
Give me some adderal
Would it be worth it?
For once to pay attention
To start observing
When you never gave a dime to me
Ignoring
The shrine I built in the likeness of you
Unnoticed glory
I built it with glass and held it together with glue
Your amazing on the outside
But you're so transparent
As soon someone throws a stone
You lose your whole foundation
Won't let someone too close
Afraid the ground will start shaking
When you tremble; and knees get weak
I look at you, and I see a piece of me
Walking away
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 1:29 PM UTC
I’m just a symptom of your untreated ADHD,
You text me when you need a pick-me-up,
When you’ve hit another low,
When you decide not to take your adderal,
Those are the times I come to mind,
And the in the same breathe,
I’ve completely cleared from it,
The ups and downs give me vertigo,
Tummy twisters like I’d get as a kid,
And that same feeling of being adrift.
Jan 25, 2023
Jan 25, 2023 at 11:25 AM UTC
watch doctors prescribe more pills more pills that counteract those pills that side effect these pills that makes u take those pills until your blood is made of pills and your **** is made of pills what is the ******* point of living
i would rather feel like **** everyday for the rest of eternity than take pills that shut off my feelings, i cant believe doctors and humans can get away with this **** **** those ******** remember that adderal is an amphetamine that is constantly abused and given to ******* children when their ****** *** parents don’t want to deal with a child acting like a child
people dont want to take responsiblity for themselves at all anymore
they just want a pill to shut off any difficult feelings or emotions
so they can be the robot sheep they were raised to be
this world is so ****** up ***
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
adderal fantasies
to sober up the
alcohol tragedies
boys puking out their guts
in attempt of healing
all their mistrusts
the black sky hued with vibrant colors
while all the kids in the truck could do was holler
i sat in the grass
watching my friends helplessly harass,
and i felt such shame
because all i wanted to do
was take the blame
the 6th of july,
and my heart was on high.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 1:30 PM UTC
I have been drunk all week
Baby I don't feel a thing
To temptation I'm weak
Please let me hear you sing
Your voice sets me adrift
a true emotional lift
I like to call when you're busy
If you answer I know you miss me
But everyone once in a while
I fail to make you smile
It's been a whole week without one call
I never thought love was in adderal
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 4:05 PM UTC