I want to scream
I want to cry
I am so afraid
I don't wanna be so afraid
why do I believe those empty words
it's the future, not now
live in the present
I wanna scream
I wanna let it all out
why am I so afraid
it is not even sure if it is going to happen
why am I so afraid
please help
let me scream
let my pain and anxiety out
I WANNA SCREAM

when i see a woman
a match gets stuck in my throat
but the fire falls down to my ribcage
and sets ablaze my hay heart

tears
are the ink
for the pen
a poet uses
to write

Stopped empowering the toxic people seen good in them, but got their worse. Trying to bring them up instead they are drag with those toxic vibes. Always reaching out to be ignored left hanging no response. Love them refuse to deny myself to be accepted. Said sorry made physical changes did it for myself after a while.