This girl grows up with love around her she dreamed of love every day. she sought love. She wanted to be loved but when love crossed her path with her big beautiful eyes with tears in the peak of her eyes she hid behind her big blonde curly hair and ran away from love so she wouldn't have to feel another moment of a broken heart the way she did for him every day. but each day the wounds get deeper and deeper without him knowing he is so blind to see her scream at the sky with happy clouds. All he did was watch her grow from a distance without big wishes with no love just greedy for wealth. He left her screaming with cries at night with no tears left without concern for her. He is a ghost in the frames on the walls. He left her when she didn't understand why. She said I will forgive him now as time passed she didn't forgive him. Every time she pictured him all she felt was the pain he gave her. Now all she is a girl full of pain and a shattered heart. All she wanted from him was the happy moments with him. She waited for him at the window every day with a clear sky but at the end of the day, all it did was rain with the words I love you princess burned in her brain. So that why she is forever afraid of the words I love you from him. She tries to tell herself that she doesn't need him she going to get through life without him but then he gets in her head then changes her mind so now she is picking her brain what is real and what's a dream. Now all she sees is flashbacks of pain and yelling of the horrible day. Now all that keeps her together is the colored pills filled with fake happy days.
The pills are not drugs it is another metaphor