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ok okay Apr 2020

Anxiety-ridden
She lay hidden
In the nest she called her room

Lost in oblivion
Her mind was labyrinthian
With no way to escape in sight

No love was given
Her heart was never forgiven
And was let to rot in peace

I think I was talking about myself, or idk

#anxiety

ok okay Apr 2020

Beauty is Terrifying

Beauty is terrifying
We are either picked to be put in the spotlight
Or are left to be seen by no one
I think we should just leave the flowers in the ground

Flowers are much like people

#beauty #flower #spotlight #fame #failure

ok okay Apr 2020

Inside

I know its been while
The leaves are beginning to fall
Death is getting closer
I don't know who to call
I think it was sunny yesterday
But my blinds were closed too tightly

Maybe its me who is falling
I haven't seen the trees in days
This room never changes
Will I go insane?
Depression is endless slumber
Pain makes you number
Life is part heaven
Part hell

I kinda isolated myself, even when these restrictions weren't here.

#room #isolate #leaves #trees #death #life #pain

ok okay Apr 2020

Scrolling Through Life

Scrolling through my words
I thought I said too much
But maybe it was not enough

Scrolling through our pictures
I thought this could be forever
But deep down I knew it could not

Scrolling through my life
It only takes a few flicks
One day it was okay
The next it was not
Or maybe it was never okay

#life #words #sad

ok okay Apr 2020

Close Yet Far Apart

I think its beautiful how
the things that push us the furthest away
can bring us the closest together

ok okay Apr 2020

Untitled

She did not know the world
I think it took her by surprise
Lost in her imagination
Her bed would let out a sigh
I wonder what she is dreaming now
Maybe of sunny days
Or rainy nights

ok okay Mar 2020

He Tripped Through Life

He tripped through life
But his highs were exquisite
Beautiful at heart
And stubborn by nature
He could draw stories
And paint from his imagination
Maybe this is not real
That would make it easier to explain
The things he endured
And the toxicity the world gave him
Maybe he dreams of poetry

It really hurts too
Because everything feels so slow
Until the moment has passed
And we live for those moments
And I know those moments are now in the past
For we have parted our separate ways

#trip #drugs #heart #friend #imagination #poetry