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 Mar 2020 Cecil
Khoisan
She
smiled by day
and
cried by night
Love
wore his colors
on
her
wrists
she
had committed
to
death
because
he
abused her
No means No more abuse
against women
 Mar 2020 Cecil
Yolanda
Kiss me under a night sky full of stars & tell me you want me
Let the moon shine as bright as the smile you put on my face
Hold my hand & tell me you’ll stay forever

Tell me that your favorite place is with me
That home is wherever I am & wherever you are

Dance with me in that silly way that makes me laugh & sing songs with me...
& even though we’re out of tune
It doesn’t matter because body & soul, you’re in tune with me

Let your energy radiate like a bright sun across a blue sky with me

& when the storm comes never leave me
Be my shelter & I yours

Laugh with me & cry with me...

& when it’s all over I’ll hold this forget-me-not flower close to my heart.. eyes closed praying that we’ll meet again.
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Bogdan Dragos
Oh well, ******* too,
I say to the box of cotton swabs
sitting by
the mirror
It's pointed at me with the side displaying
the 'Don't insert in ear!' sign
And I push the swab further
and give it a spin
and I think to myself
I should write about this
I should...

Yeah, and then the eyes that
read
would say, '******* too'
and 'why do you write if you have
nothing to say, ******?'

Perhaps I am no different
from a box
of cotton swabs
somebody swears at
and what I write is equally frowned upon
as is the warning on the side of
that box

Yet there's something else
we have in common,
the box and I,
we display our message anyways
because we can't say it aloud

I put down the swab and
pick up the box with
a lot more
compassion this time
and walk away from the mirror and into my
room where my girlfriend is
reading something

I place the box of cotton swabs by my notebook
Open the notebook and start writing.
I write 'Oh well, ******* too,
I say to the box of cotton swabs'

“What you do?”
my girlfriend
interrupts
me

“Writing,” I say

“Pff, why do you write if you have
nothing to say?”

And I put the pen down and pick the
box of cotton swabs up and walk over to her, look
her in the eyes
and say, “why don't you go to the bathroom and clean your ears?”
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Yolanda
I’m surrounded by people...
Yet I have never felt so alone
I’m in a house but it’s not my home
I cry out loud but no one hears anything

“Do you see me?”

I’m smiling.. I’m happy
But I’m dying inside
I want you to notice me, but you don’t see at all, do you?

I ask once again...

“Do you see me?..”

I’m suffocating...
I can’t breathe.
I’m praying and praying...
Praying for my savior

Won’t you throw me a life line?
Won’t you see me?
Won’t you come and save me?

How do you not see me?..

The pain of breathing another lie
Living another day..
It’s all too much

I ask one last time...

“Do you see me?”
Treat each other with kindness for you do not know what monsters & battles their facing.
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Yolanda
Lost...
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Yolanda
I feel so lost...
I need to find myself
By myself, spinning
Spiraling out of control..

What is that sound I hear?
A voice...
A whisper in the dark..
It says my name, I hear it
Like a rushing wind I feel it

But.. but I don’t see anything
It laughs mockingly
Toying with my emotions slowly...

Lost.

I need to find myself...
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Yolanda
You left like I wasn’t reason to stay
Not being heartless I’m just using my heart less

All I wanted was your time but that was a crime

Wrapped up in misery you became a mystery
Two peas in a pod estranged from one another
Almost inevitable
All you had to do was stay.
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Yolanda
The only thing I’ve ever known to love was you
The only person who ever came close to loving me was you

& now I stare up at the big blank canvas of the night
With stars so vast they speak to us in their loneliness ...
Twinkle twinkle little star.. how sad yet so beautiful
I think I just might howl at the moon let my feelings out..
Looking all around me not a soul in sight
Inside my heart lays hallow
But I won’t wallow

It’s all just a temporary feeling,
fleeting anyway.
 Aug 2019 Cecil
Yolanda
I pictured me and you & smiled
Your skin brushing up against mine
Felt like a thousand fireworks on a 4th of July night
Waking up next to you, the epitome of heaven...
I could do this forever
I thought

If only I didn’t wake up and you were different ...

I was different ...

Suddenly the thought of forever scares me more than the silence of being alone
Your touch hurts... like a fire set on my skin..
Burning to the depths of my soul
Your words cut me deeper than a double edged sword
Your love has become a thorn in my flesh

If only this was just a dream...

I could do this forever I thought...

Forever seems a really long time.. but that wouldn’t matter as my body is being lowered 6ft underground

I guess I can say in death I finally escaped from you.
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To contact someone you can phone at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233), or 1-800-787-3224 (TTY).

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