Every cloud less night
I lay down on the cold hard ground
With my face turned towards the shiny yellow stars
And every night I feel at peace  
I feel like that’s where I belong
They once told me:
Our bodies are made of atoms
And every single atom
Were once a star
So maybe I’m not going away
Maybe
I’m going home
Home to where I belong
Maybe...

I change friends so often
To make sure nobody ever
Knows me to well
I want to remain a mystery

She feared so much
Still she wanted to
see, feel and be
it all
She was her own
No one was like her
And she was
Like no one
She was so talented
Everyone was jealous
But she couldn’t see it
She had no idea
She wanted to feel alive
She went too close
To the fire
Too many times
And ended up
getting burned

I cut myself with a sharp knife
It wasn’t on purpose I swear
I feel the pain  
I Think I fainted
Never have I ever seen this much blood before
It was all over the bathroom floor
One sick thought I got
“collect my blood In a little jar”
And that I did
But then I got to think
I realized It was sick
I washed the blood of the jar
And called my mom saying
That I dropped the knife on my foot
Wasn’t on purpose nur so good
I waited for her to come home

my blood on our bathroom floor

People always tell me
That if I’m struggling
I should talk to
someone about it
And that would make
The problem go away

I did

The problems are just
Growing bigger inside
my freakin head
And I can’t talk to anyone
Cause I don’t wanna
Sound like a cliche