Standing by the shallow waters I stare
Sun is shining but no shadow is visible
The other side has something unknow
But I feel too weak to sail my boat..

What I might find I am not aware
The first push I give is crucial
The Mast is broken,wind sail is torn
As I felt a spear down my throat..

Cross these waters before the thunders
But why am I afraid of them now?
Let the wind sail the ship home
Take me to the place unknown..

Random things at random times
Is a symptom. We have to adapt
Weak heart has an ego to be killed
Mosaic minds have to be willed...

Shining,
As it's always been
Glowing,
For the world to see
Crystal ball,
I have been admiring
In the light,
Paths are shown..

Standing,
The king looks old
Rays of light,
Passing through him
Adorning,
Crown he's been gifted
In the light,
Paths are shown..

Dark clouds,
Cover the light
The winds,
Push them away
Sliver of light,
Comes blazing again
In the light,
Paths are shown...

Reflections of the sad soul,
when the shouts are unheard.
From the beauty of the pain within, the skies bleed red.
Water cleanses the body,
the soul is ripped apart though.
Solitude and Isolation is a Pendulum,
as it swings to and fro...

All my life I have been searching for peace,
Never knew where to begin
Looking at this chaotic world
Those inner demons wont let me be.

They make me ****. **** myself.
They make me blunt to the world I live in.
They make me lose. And I lost my sleep.
Got used to it. Now I've dived in deep.

All the regrets I've had in me,
Demons enjoyed the withered me,
Day is my foe oh I hate the light,
Embrace the darkness.I couldn't fight.

People around me, make me feel
No more love for the world to heal
Now I have a friend. My best friend
It Took me there where I begin.

I ve been looking for you all around,
Oh Solitude! You keep me on ground.
You are a friend. My best friend
Please carry me till the end.

Solitude is an emotion...
Something that they won't understand.
Demons in me come crashing in.
Oh Human! You are a sin.

Diving in this huge ocean of regret,
Setting sail to find a land.
Faraway there is a sight,
Oh! But I hate the light.

Slowly the lights go down
the skies take the bluish hue,
the day is beautiful
but the night is true,
the ones who love its calm
nocturnals are at peace.
Once again.

Despair watches me as I smile
Waiting for the moment, silently
One moment of tranquillity I find
Pounces on me like a demon
Devouring the intrails of me
As it slowly poisons my mind
To be fed by it or to feed it
I surrender to it, a rotten apple.

Despair watches me as I try smiling again
This time I have a wild thought
Do I surrender again as I did before
Or try to control the urge to lose
To lose the balance in me for a while
Or Just let it pass like how I tried before
Am Trying very hard to be ignored
But the demon is strong, devours me..

Despair watches me as I cry
This time I let it watch me crying alone
Lost all hopes of being a better man
All the lost thoughts come crawling again
Within me I lost the light I had found
Outside it was grey at the moment
Crying with a smile I searched for it
I found my lost name. I am. Despair...

Dream is a reality
Which ceased to exist.
A passer-by watches it
As it passed by silently..