.
Your spirit have come today,
Covered in blood stains,
Questioning my intention,
But
with compassion.
Your spirit have come today,
To see me in prison,
Looking a lot tired,
Questioning about our
girls well-being,
But
Without accusations.
Your spirit have come today,
To finally "see" me,
All drained of anger,
Questioning my love for you,
But,
with tender warmth.
Love got ruined,
Peace got robbed,
Neither you lived,
Nor am I free,
You punched me in on
my face,
I killed you in fit of rage,
In that moment our
lives shattered,
You gone,
Me in prison,
Our girls orphaned.
The time we loved each other,
Married defying all odds,
Did God write in lines of my palms,
I will ****** my beloved?
Did God plan your death
by the hands you once loved?
Did God plan for our girls
future a life without us around?
How will our girls live
without our love,
They who can't even cook,
Can't sleep without us,
They who must be afraid
in the big world,
Without us around
they will be so scared.
Your spirit have come today,
I guess,
To ask questions,
Of my actions,
Or
Repent your actions,
Of discussing the life
That could have been
If,
I wouldn't had acted
in rage,
Of,
The trust we both lost,
Of,
The love that became
possessive,
Of,
Ego's and hurt,
Violence and pain,
Fights and anger,
Duties and Responsibilities,
Rights and wrongs,
Of finally,
YOU AND ME.
You have come today
in your spirits and soul,
Wait till I come to you
to discuss these questions,
Let me be released and
set upon free,
Not from the prison but
from my rented body,
Let me be free..
Let my soul be free..
Let my soul match your soul.
SPARKLE IN WISDOM.
19/9/2019.
My thoughts after a wife murdered her husband by kitchen knife, I knew the family personally, it hurts.