Crack a smile laugh show those pearly whites,
Pull your sleeves down hide yesterdays sorrows
You gotta pretend like you're okay
Your world didn't fall down just tilted
Keep telling yourself you're okay
At some point you will believe it
Don't show the world just how messed up you really are
And how you lay in bed at night
With the razor on the floor blood stained t-shirt
Praying that this time you were closer to death than before..
Brave that smile
Make the world think that somehow you got this all under control..

What do you do when you are no longer the belle to his beast
The muse he used to indulge in
When you no longer give him the feelings you still feel
Do you stay and fight
Or do you give up
What do you do when you can't sleep
Hoping he's alone but knowing his heart belongs to someone else
So you sit and cry yourself to sleep
Contemplating if this is a fight that's worth the pain
Or do you save yourself from feeling even more pain and move on
When you're stuck against a wall and a rock
With nowhere to turn
Do you give it all you've got
Or do you raise the white flag
And let it go..

Running away
From you
Till my lungs collapse and my legs get weak
You're the nightmare in my dreams
The monster in my closet
The reason why i scream
I'll keep running till the blood dries up
The adrenaline disappears and there's nothing left but dust
Till you give up and find your next victim
I'll keep moving just to get away..

The light is no longer on
Your memories are no longer welcomed
The stairs we used to sit and speak about the future
Will stain and rotten as time goes by and it will be a grim reminder of the lies that unfolded
My windchimes will blow gentle cries into the air
A reminder of when you first kissed me in that cold January night
When my heart skipped a beat
Clueless to the pain it would entail
But as the porch rottens so will my memories
Till one day they will cease to exist and like the porch it will crumble.

These tears you will never see
This heart you will never see break
I'll pretend that i don't feel a thing
I no longer trust your intentions
You came to hurt me
Now the less i love you
The less i cry
The more strength i gain
The more heartless i feel..

Whisper sweet nothings into my ear
Though i know they mean nothing
Sweep me off my feet then in mid air trip me so i fall flat on my face
Break my heart tear me down to my core
It's what you do best
Make excuses so what i see doesn't hurt as much
Pretend you love me so you can lure me in
Misery loves company
And I'm your savior

Clocks falling
Hours minutes seconds
Recalling the time you said good bye
Broken glass on the floor
Echoing of my heart breaking through the walls
But you don't hear it you've gone deaf from the pain i caused
I can't love you say
You're right
But i tried
Never was enough
Clocks broken times up
With bleeding hands i collect the broken glass
Luck's never on our side