girl diffused

girl diffused Aug 2018

Sadism

Today
(my darling)
You fed me
Shards of glass
(said "open wide")
And apologized for cutting my mouth open.

A/N: a new format after a fresh 12-hour heartbreak all over again.

#heartbreak #relationship #sadism #masochism #sadness #relationships

girl diffused Jun 2018

You
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       p
         start my machine-heart,
Fingers plucking at dust_coated wiring, slick with dark oil

Ear pressed to my bloodless mouth, my digital murmur a mechanical purring

You
       j
       u
       m
       p
         start my machine-heart, fingers coaxing a little warmth
into the epicenter, a tiny nugget of coal from your heart to mine

I burst aglow and I'm a hearth and I belch out warm delicate red-flames.

Make me live, dear
Make me live and roar

This is an experimental piece. It's been a while. Just something quickly whipped up during an hours-long car ride. Enjoy. Xoxo.

#freeverse #poetry #poem #experimental

Mar 2018

Ugo Victor

Forever to you

I can't sleep
Everytime I remember your words
They snap and recoil
And hurt me awake
Next time when someone
Promises me forever
I'll just smile
Look them in the eyes and ask
How long is forever to you.

#love #heartbreak #promises #forever #words

Mar 2018

Black Jewelz

Untitled

I'm so done
no, I won't run
anymore with no lungs
I am no one

this artist is heartless
I stab sheets for catharsis
bleed pens by the cartridge
I've used stars for targets

my soul's drained
I have no brain
I only know shame,
pain, strain and cold rain

the invisible man
with no frame
I have no name;
that's my code name

my life's full of remarkable struggles
impossible tussles
quarrels and scuffles
leaving only fossils of knuckles

I have no will
no thrill
no feel
but still never no chill

because I wallow inside
swallowing pride
drowning

drowning.

girl diffused Mar 2018

river

Woman,
strictly
be
a

r
i
v
e
r
unto
your
self.

a/n: As it snows heavily here, and I'm cocooned in drifting flurries of white, this just rooted itself inside of my mind. It wouldn't let go. It demanded to be written. I think those are the most sincere types of writing.

#poetry #poem #minimalism #minimalist #feminism #strength #femininity #womanhood #women