The 9th of December, it is that time of the year
Woke up from sleep and whispered "Happy birthday!"
Allowing universe to do the job to inform you subconsciously
Everything that surrounds me moves so slow till it stops
Wondering and thinking about you unconditionally

A day my mind unconsciously remember
You exist along with all of our good memories
My greatest love and heartbreak of a lifetime
May our string be one highlight of my favorite history in this life
Hoping to see you again in our next life

Next time you greet me must be in pilot uniform
Saying "This is your Captain Pilot speaking for this flight.."
In an airplane that I will ride to the destination
A destination that I hoped to be with you

Till we meet again, my twinflame and everything
I am still waiting here like what I have promised
Loving you and will always be even without a happy ending
Goodbye for now and see you again, my future captain!

The love I gave was not enough to make you stay
With fear of commitment and pressure on yourself
A clear response to leave long-term talking stage
Relationship at the wrong time with the right person—
Rather a splash of cold water of trauma to uncover

Separation is a necessity to be our own better version
A hope that we both know could possibly happen
Let everything go as it is and trust divine timing
If the universe says we are destined for one another—
our love will last for a lifetime without definition

For now, I know my love it must have been tough
Someday you will hear me say to you dearly—
"The moon is beautiful isn't it?"

leave me like sunset on winter
with no chills and regrets
do not comeback during spring
and give butterflies on my stomach
i let the summer heat
burn all of our memories
reminiscing how things used to be
is like the autumn breeze

It was all of a sudden when the usual conversation became sweet
Everything was for fun but things start to get real
Just like a whirlwind or lightning, it left me feeling flabbergasted
I knew deep inside that I am ready, I knew it

High possibility of falling in love with you scares me
I thought we will just be best of friends, guess we aren't gonna be
More than best friends or close friends, probably yes
Still speechless even with just that thought of mine

Sugarcoating words from your lips to compliment me
My heart flutters like crazy and unstoppable
What is happening to me? It feels like I am not ready
It feels great but feel like I am being played by yours truly