I can not seem to distinguish between the words that you emit and the ones begging to escape the confides of your tongue. If you alter your words to **** me into a state where my guard is let down, it is successful for short bursts of time. I venture too deep into the introspective nature  of your thoughts, when truthfully you may feel nothing. I may mean someone who is not worthy of such deception
however I know better than this to be true. You have developed some sort of feeling, although i am an unaware of what. It will reveal itself when i can decipher the dialect you speak and become fluent.

The way you convinced me things would never change
scared me and warned of dire times to come
the times where it is not me you come too when things aren't well
the times where i am left to ponder
"what did i do?"
yes i am in love with you
i can not deny this fact
but you know my allegiance to being part of the memories you make
with or without me holding your hand.
i am not valiant enough to be in your presence
for only a true knight deserves to serve a fitting queen.
Our eternity together draws a near end
and i can do nothing to prevent it
nothing but wait

Veiled in the darkness
Hidden is delicacy
A reason to laugh

Again I am the new kid
now to this site
who knows if I will become known
who knows if I will become one people want to read
The truth of how you perceive me intrigues me
I want to be seen as me
and only me
Hello, I am... Me

Out reach my hand and ask you for a dance
A mystery had passed me
Fallen at first glance

To solve this riddle
All one can do
Is dance into the night and let out hands fiddle

A lose a speech
So it became necessary to rhyme
The words brought her closer to my reach

You stared unto my eyes
Moved in close to me and you whispered
"In your arms, is where my future lies"

Do you like the attention I gave you
Do you like the sadness that controls you
Do you want to continue denying what is true
Do you enjoy watching me leave
Do you think about how much you cross my mind
Do you realize I hear you in my favorite band
Do you know the effect you have on me
Do you know I love you
Do you understand the pain you cause me
Do you care if it is relinquished
Do you?

None have bared with me to stay
Only in my presence when its time to play
Our bonds crumbles like its made of clay
you claim love never goes your way
yet you are blind to my feelings
each and every day

Does anyone else see you as I do
You are judged for the few tattered debris you have left
And the body's you've rendered useless
I, another of your victims
Except I know better
You are not the villain many believe you to be
You are the spirit to my fire
A fire that can not be extinguished if left alone
One that will only grow, no matter how its treated
I will avoid being burned and lost in the fire

I have to write a letter
where I swallow all of my pride
however I know help is needed
so I am being resourceful.
This small step to my dream
my dream of being a household name
where everyone one day will be able
to pronounce my last name
Ossias Ossias
I will make it
I will write this letter

poems are not coming fluid
words are hardly coming at all
i have been unable to talk to you
my chance is slipping
all i have wanted is evaporating
and my voice is gone
return from the hell you have gone too
and i will endure the consequences of
what it has to say