I think I'm really self centered.
See, I never cry when I'm supposed to.
Only when it's about me.
When our dog died, I didn't cry.
My sister got mad at me.
She said I didn't care about Jelly.
But I did care when the character in my book died.
I cried about that.
I didn't cry when my grandpa died.
I hadn't seen him in years
But still.
I did cry when I was in trouble.
I felt sorry for myself.
My tear ducts worked then.
I didn't cry when I found out my friend was hurting herself.
I was really sad, but I didn't cry.
I had tears streaming down my cheeks when I cut myself.
It seemed a lot more sad then.
Whenever my mom or sister think about my grandparents dying
They cry.
Whenever something sad happens on a tv show
I cry.
I've pinched myself before
Trying to make myself cry
Because I thought I was supposed to.
It didn't work.
Just because I can't cry doesn't mean I don't care.
Or does it?