----flashes----
explicit beauty...
expressive beauty...
destructive beauty...
you still look so angsty
staring into my eyes
sating my thirst
hearing my cries
----listen----
cold hand of abuse
hand of love
hand of loathing
hand of passion
so many words
to call them
but they are my hands
guided by yours----
creeping down
worn out pants...
----flashes----
your eyes
your lips
your chest
your...
your...
your...
it was never just
your body that I liked
your hands...
up---down---up---down
way you graze me
softly, slowly, gently.
----listen----
everything moves in flashes
just like before---
how you bite your lips
how i catch my breath
how you lean in forward to whisper
----love me
----love me
----love me
----love me
slowly getting
louder...
stronger...
wilder...
just like the old times----
----love me----
the way i think of other things...
just to slow down the time
then i try my saddest to stop it...
because i just know it's the end
if i do it now.
----flashes----
this is where i belong
inside you
----listen----
this is where you belong
in my eyes
----flashes----
.
.
?
!
!
it feels
damp
your face tells me victory
but your cries tell me you're in shambles
Could have noticed it before----
----listen----
now it feels more like moans of defeat
more than of joy
so this is how you felt like?
my hand covered
in what you slathered yourself in
night
after
night
after
night
disgusting.
i'm not catching my breath
after an extreme ride in disneyland
it's more like taking a breather
after foolishly running away
as i look the empty space
beside my bed
the photograph of you
half drenched in my sweat
it's not passion
it's just dread----
and shame
and pain
and longing
and regret
as i walk you down the isle
to the drawer where you belong---
the flashes would end
for the night
until the next
and your ghost
again whispers
closely beside me
listen---
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me.
----love me..
challenge: explicitly sensual by imai; title taken from imai
