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Sam Wickstrom Sep 2019
The madness was relief in time
sadness and over-eat my lies
shut and go to sleep my eyes
forgot this peace of mind
given there's a speed to hide
then I stop so I can really find
moment's pause, a seeming guide
so long I felt out of place
never seemed to fit the game
couldn't ride the high of a chase
chasing the wind and I'm breaking at best
can't seem to remember what
I want to forget
thoughts becoming sweat
I'm scared, yet I can see life as a joke
sit down with the boys, have a ****
But to look me in the eye when I say I broke
A will to fight or create some **** hope
I look around and see the pain
You look around and see it too
look inside it's painfully true
there's a debt, fatefully due
Jamie Sep 2019
When I'd wake, I'd see your face.
Covered in the suns embrace.
No care in the world in this place.
Getting up was no race.
Your soft skin next mine,
Your smooth black hair so fine,
Your cute stretch as you roll over,
Making me want to pull you in closer.
Giving me every reason to stay in bed,
Your presence swimming in my head.

As you crack a little smile,
My heart races a mile.
That perfect smirk,
As you try to get your eyes to work.
And it's those eyes,
That leave me mesmerized.
As you looked at me,
And seem so happy.
I'd feel my heart soar,
As it fills with the smile of the women I adore.
And when I'd hear your voice,
I'd have no choice.
To lean in for that morning kiss,
And start my day in pure bliss.
Remembering how amazing my mornings used to be when I was lucky enough to wake up next to her.
Jamie Sep 2019
Do you see, like me,
All the possibilities,
Forever, you, me....
I can see a future so full of possibilities, but I can't picture a future without her.
Jamie Sep 2019
Can you see what I see,
These endless possibilities.
The future that could be,
A forever, you and me.

Is it something you can imagine,
A feeling of hope within,
A spark,
Out of the dark,
That lights the flame,
Even through all this pain,
And brings us back together
To tough our storms in any weather.

Can you see my hand in yours,
As we face the rain that pores.
As we hold on so tight,
Our love burning bright,
To take on any fight,
And anything else in sight.

Can you see my heart fighting,
And my spirit rising,
Here I stand for you,
Something I'll always do.

No matter how long I'll have to wait,
There is no debate.
No other person can equate.
To how you and i feel like fate.
I wonder what we could be, I wonder if you see we still have so many possibilities.
Jamie Sep 2019
It wasn't at first sight,
But something did feel right.
I didn't yet understand my hearts plight.
As we trained and learned to fight.

It was when you laughed that you stole my gaze,
I became lost in your ways,
The way you were when your music played.
I was captivated as you trained,
So graceful,
Yet so playful.

The way she tied her long black hair into a bun,
The way she could joke around and have fun.
The way her worries washed away,
Each day,
As she came in and the door would sway,
She seemed as if she came to play.

Each day my heart grew fonder,
I was left there to ponder,
Will these feelings got stronger,
And my desires larger.

I wanted to see you everyday,
And so I tried to find the words to say.
And to you I would make my way,
At a Christmas party as you sway.
To the music, I moved to see,
If I could make it you and me.
You danced in the light of a Christmas tree,
I was overtaken by glee.
I asked you on date,
It all just felt like fate.
You said yes,
From here I felt we could progress.

Our first date was the gym,
Using your injured limb,
Teaching you to lift weights,
How to move all these plates.
I massaged your shoulder,
And thought, I have to hold her.
I asked you out once more,
As we walked towards the door.

More is what I needed,
Hoping my chances haven't fleeted.
You said yes one more time
And so began our storyline....
She just drew me in more and more each day, just being herself. I felt something so real I couldn't just sit back and do nothing.
Jamie Sep 2019
I have caused you great pain,
And I've done some damage.
I came in to this with too much baggage,
Even though I've gone through change
Your heart hasn't rearranged
And though the distance,
And silence
Is tearing me apart.
I would do anything
To mend your heart.
Everything,
to hold you
Or see you
Or kiss you once more
You're the women I adore
I will stay afar
As it tears me apart
To wait for your heart.
I'll leave things ajar.
If I haven't broken it to far.
I will wish on a stars, and the powers above
To once more, call you my love.
I've made soo many mistakes, but I would do anything to make up for them.
Jamie Sep 2019
Carring and sweet
Homely and outgoing
Radiant smile
Intriguing and perceptive
Strong and loving
Trustworthy to a fault
Incredible and unbelievable
Natural beauty, inside and out
A magnificent soul, and heart to match.

Mesmerizing eyes
Youthful, playfull stares

Loveable
One of a kind
Vibrant personality
Everything I could ever want and more.
Words I'm dying to say, to the women I'd do anything to see.
Jamie Sep 2019
Cherished memories,
Happy and sad
Remembering us
In love with the past
Stuck on what could be
Trying to keep you near
In hopes we can make it
Not wanting to quit
Always, I will love you.
She's all I can think about. Day in day out, it's always her.
Syd Sep 2019
Even if I never touch your lips, I will always remember you.
You made me laugh. You gave me joy. You made me think.
I doubt you did the same, but I- will still remember you. I often stared at your lips because I wanted to kiss you, and also, your lips were eye-level for me. I thought what it would be like to kiss you.

I want you. I want you to be my first.
Be my first kiss.

I remember how we met;-at a school-organized event. I thought you were funny and charming. You always smiled. You always made me feel special.

One problem:
You had your eye on someone else; I always asked if you still felt for him, because I want to know if I even have a chance with you. Like it was a competition between me and him, somehow. This guy you fantasized about but could never be with, for obvious reasons.



I just want to know if you’re smiling for the same reason I am at you.
fraudelle Sep 2019
If you don't want me to be with
You can still walk beside me...
I can sing you a song
That will end with nothing...

I just want to say

I won't stop on reaching you
Even sands won't allow me...

I can wait during fall... Spring even winter.

All I want is to be remembered...

In this coming summer.
Boundaries
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