Everywhere I go,
Everything I do,
My heart always sees you.
When I try something new,
Or even when I feel blue.
There you are,
Like a vision from a far.
My heart skips a beat,
I tremble from my hands to my feet.
Then realize your not there,
Realize I dont see you anywhere.
My mind plays tricks on me,
You're all I want to see.
You're the mirage I can't grasp,
Empty my hands clasp....

I remember our first kiss,
That moment of fire and bliss
The sparks that flew,
How my heart grew.
The passion they sparked,
As if I've been marked.
The way I craved more,
Your lips became something I adore.
There the last thing I want to feel,
Nothings ever felt so real.
And the thing I want most to do,
Is to make my last kiss be you.

I want to undo,
What I've done to you.
I want to make things right,
I want to make this my fight.
Anything to make amends,
Change how our story ends.

Another chance
I don't know
If I deserve it
Or no.
Its what I want,
But is it
What I deserve.
Is wanting enough...

One last chance with you,
I wonder what I would do.
Will I be the man you remember,
Have I changed for the better.
Am I truly a changed man,
Was this part of a greater plan.

Will I finally be enough;
I know things will be tough.
Do I now have what it takes,
To prevent your heartaches.
Can I show you true love,
Be someone you're proud of.

All these questions,
All my affections.
One thing I know is true,
I would do anything for you.
I'd fight to make it just,
And earn back your trust.

I miss you,
It's true.
The little things you do,
Now leave me blue.

There's a long list,
Of things I've missed.
It gets bigger by the day,
Due to my disarray.

The things I miss,
Those moments of bliss.
I miss your smile,
Our laundry pile.
Your beautiful eyes,
Our little white lies.
Your soft skin,
Emptying the garbage bin.
Waking next to you,
Arguing to.
Hearing your wishes,
Cleaning the dishes.
Going on dates,
Endless debates.
Holding you at night,
Having a fight.
Holding your hand,
Not knowing where we stand.
Our tender moments,
Your Silent treatments.
Every single kiss,
Moments we miss.

Just being with you,
Good and bad too.
The things we would do,
Things I still want to.
I know I've done you wrong,
Made you feel we dont belong.
For you I'll always long,
Each and every dawn.
No matter what we do,
I'll always miss you.

When I open my eyes what will I see,
Will you be there with me.
Am I stuck in a dream,
Are things really how they seem.
Are you really gone,
It's been so long.
Since I got to see your face,
Or feel your warm embrace

When I go out,
You keep me on the lookout.
Hoping to see you one more time,
A feeling I cant deny.
Wondering if we will cross paths,
Maybe share some laughs.
Wanting to make you smile,
It's been a while.
Since I seen that look on you,
How bad I want to.

You are the one I miss,
The one who took my bliss.
The one I cant deny,
This is no lie.
I just want you to know,
I want it to show.
I miss you,
I always do.

What to say,
What to do,
All I think about
Is you

Here I am in the middle of your days
before the summer has said goodbye
and the brown beauty of fall has arrived.
It is easy to forget to notice your
persistent pink exuberance of crepe myrtle
to escape the warmth of your winds
for the coolness of the den.

There is still time to grow
before autumn ushers in the first snow.
Being in your midst makes me mellow
slows me and gives me time to re-member
those I’ve loved in the midst of you, September,
time to listen to you in the songs of birds
hear the wisdom of your words
on the peaceful cusp of Libra and Virgo.

Speak to me September
blow your breath upon the ember
of this era in my journey
let not the sparks still remaining
be lost in the cross fires
and anxiety of these days.
In your haste to bid farewell to summer
forget not my moments of wonder
let me hear your thunder
and please before you leave me
speak to me in your deep warm voice
and resurrect me from the wasteland
of this languorous slumber.