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Ric 20h
She could've stayed, and I would've loved her for a lifetime.

She could've let herself be loved, and I would've shown her what that means.

She could've let herself wake beside me on Sundays, and I would've kept making her pancakes.

She could've let herself believe she was enough, and I would've reminded her, every day, that she was.

She could've let herself be my Jessica Rabbit, and I would've made her laugh like Roger every day.

She could’ve let herself slow dance with me in the bedroom, and I would’ve held her through every quiet night.

She could've stayed, and I would’ve kept planning picnic dates.

She could've stayed, and I would've written her poems until my hands gave out.

She could've stayed, and I would've loved her, even when she couldn't love herself.

She could've stayed, and I would've made every birthday feel like magic.

She could've stayed, but she didn't. Now all my "would've's are just echoes in the hallway she left me in


She could've stayed....
She could've stayed, and I would’ve loved her until my heart gave out. Until my lungs stopped breathing. Until my brain stopped thinking.
In the lap of dusk where tea leaves steep,
He held my world in hands so deep  
My maternal grandpa, not merely man,
But angel-wrought in mortal span.  

His smile: a sanctum, heaven-spun,
No ego, no pride, no need to run.  
A soul uncluttered, pure and wide,
Where simplicity chose to reside.  

We roamed the market, betel leave  in hand,
A duo stitched by love’s command.  
Egg and toast from fingers fed,
While I, the slow cow, bowed my head.  

He never tired, never sighed,
As I delayed each bite, tongue-tied.  
Even when my breath betrayed,
He sealed the frost with lips of aid
Drawing the chill from my nose bound grief,
Like winter kissed by autumn’s leaf.  

Fifteen piggy banks he gave
A kingdom coined, a love so brave.  
My whims, his law; my joy, his creed,
He sowed affection, not just deed.  

Weekends bloomed with his arrival,
Fast food feasts, love’s revival.  
Though Mummy’s hands were novice then,
He dreamt of dishes, now and when.  

But now he sleeps beneath the loam,
While I craft verses in his home.  
He wished me health, gave Allah his breath,
And walked alone into his death.  

His voice dissolved, his limbs grew still,
Yet blankets found me by his will.  
A paralysed grace, a fading light,
Still shielding me through silent night.  

He built his life from betrayal’s ash,
No venom, no revenge, no clash.  
Educated hearts he raised with toil,
From fractured roots, he claimed his soil.  

He died one day past my birth,
A cruel eclipse of joy and worth.  
I was eight, too young to see  
The depth of what he meant to me.  

Now tears arrive like monsoon rain,
Each drop a relic of sweet pain.  
I speak to ghosts in silent air,
And feel his wisdom everywhere.  

He was not man, but mythic flame,
A lapborne star with no acclaim.  
And though he’s gone, he walks beside
In every choice, in every tide.  

So let this poem be his shrine,
A verse-bound grave, a sacred sign.  
For angels wear no wings or crown
They feed you toast when you feel down.
A sacred tribute to a maternal grandfather whose love shaped a childhood and whose absence echoes through adulthood. This poem blends Bengali tenderness with mythic reverence, turning everyday gestures into eternal
grace. It’s not just grief—it’s legacy.
Who in your life felt like an angel without wings?
• What’s a memory of love that still warms you in silence?
• Which line in this poem reminded you of someone you’ve lost?
girlinflames Sep 25
some people seem to carry heaven
in the way they walk—
effortless, luminous,
as though their purpose
is to remind us of grace

i have not known such ease
my lessons came
through breaking bones of the spirit
through the heavy silence
of unsaid words
through desires that cut too deep

and still—
i do not curse the falling
i do not despise the storm

because what it left in me
wasn’t bitterness
but the stubborn clarity
that love,
even when it burns down,
remains the only treasure
worth guarding
Junayed kabir Jul 24
If I could still hold you,
In the palm of my trembling hand,
In the depths of my fragile heart,
In the whispers of my restless soul.
If I could still hold you,
In the shadows of sleepless nights,
In the echoes of forgotten dreams,
In the longing that seeps through my veins.
If I could still hold you,
In the silence of empty spaces,
In the void that your absence created,
In the ache that lingers, refusing to fade.
If I could still hold you,
In the fragments of memories,
In the pages of a love story,
In the etchings of a bittersweet past.
If I could still hold you,
In the tears that flow like rivers,
In the laughter that dances on my lips,
In the moments we shared, forever cherished.
If I could still hold you,
In the depths of my imagination,
In the realms of a parallel universe,
In the hope that defies all reason.
If I could still hold you,
In the symphony of our intertwined souls,
In the symphony that plays on, undeterred,
In the symphony that refuses to end.
Then perhaps, just perhaps,
Even in the absence of physical touch,
Even in the void that separates our beings,
Even in the vastness of this universe.
I could still hold you,
In the tenderness of my love,
In the strength of my devotion,
In the essence of who we once were.
For love knows no boundaries,
No limitations, no constraints,
It transcends time and space,
And etches itself onto eternity's canvas.
So, if I could still hold you,
In the depth of my being,
In the essence of my existence,
Then know, my love, that you are forever mine.
Every word is a whisper to the past, a hymn for the present, and a prayer for what still lingers in the spaces we once shared. This is not about forgetting, nor about moving on. It is about remembrance. About the soul’s refusal to let go of what was once deeply true.

For anyone who has ever loved and lost—yet still carries that love in their veins—this is for you.

— Junayed Kabir
autumn tears...
  falling for you
    all over again

we’re just friends
 in the present tense
        making amends
     like cracks filled
          with silence

tears of yesterday
    still
      water my lawn
  i’ve been banking on a love
    that never matured
          just an emotion
            on loan

tell me—
  do you rest your hand
    under your chin
         like I did
             when you’re alone?

sharp edges
    on my mind
           but it feels
             pointless to forget you

to accept you
  is to accept
            not having you at all

the drink of your love
            I could never finish—
              you were
                too tall

too much
  too deep
     too far

you poured yourself
    out for me
  and I drank
    greedy

we kissed
  like language
    like memory

and I felt the shiver
        escape your pores

so why
    can’t I
          escape your love?
Sanu Sharma Jun 5
Once, the heart
expressed itself freely
listened without resistance
but nowadays
my heart has fallen into silence.

No longer inclined to read
no longer willing to write
my heart shows no interest in listening
it seems to have lost its sense of purpose.

I’m clueless about its whereabouts
my heart, nowadays
no longer resides within me.


-०-
Note - This poem was originally written in Nepali language. This translation has been rendered by Suman Pokhrel, and  was first published in Grey Sparrow Journal.
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Asher Graves May 26
Everybody keeps saying how they’d dance in the rain —
sway their bodies, feel the drops,
let the water wash away their pain.

But I say —
why romanticize what you barely understand?
You sing to storms like they’re songs of healing,
but don’t you know?

Rain is sorrow.
Rain is memory leaking through the cracks.
It’s the sky mourning something it lost,
not some magic meant to set you free.

So when someone smiles
and whispers how much they want to dance in the rain,
I look away and answer softly:

Everything but the rain.
                                                  -Asher Graves
I get sad when it rains! and I really liked "Everything But The Rain" which is a reference! Do you get the reference?
He once told me
he wanted to die in a place
that looked like a poem.
I told him
I wanted to live
like I was one.

We were doomed by aesthetics—
too many soft glances,
not enough spine.
He held my wrist like a snow globe
but shook me too hard.

He said I was all feeling,
no logic.
As if logic ever begged anyone to stay.

Once,
he told me I reminded him
of a girl in a painting.
I should’ve asked
what happened to her
after the gallery closed.

I used to count his heartbeats
when he slept,
just to know something
inside him still worked.

I wore my prettiest dress
to the argument—
just in case
he needed reminding
that I’m not easy
to walk away from.

He looked at me
like a cliff he might leap from
or photograph.

I stopped saying his name
and started writing
in second person.
It still felt like calling him home.

Even now,
I write you into metaphors
so I can pretend
you were never real—
just a concept,
a cautionary tale,
a ghost that rhymed.

You wanted tragedy.
I wanted truth.
We got
whatever this was.
For the heartbreaks that didn’t even get a title. For the ‘whatever this was’ that haunts like something more. This poem is about confusion, silence, and the ache of undefined endings. No label. Still devastating.
Lalit Kumar Mar 4
I lost someone who still breathes,
But the heart that once knew them is hollow,
A ghost in a space where dreams should be,
Stuck between what was and what could follow.

A version of me never came to be,
A story left half-written,
In the silence of what was never said,
A love that was forbidden.

How do you grieve when the ending's unclear?
When they’re still here, but gone all the same,
When your soul is waiting, but they disappear,
Leaving only ashes and a forgotten name.

I stand in ruins of what almost was,
A place of longing, without a sound,
And though I pretend I’ve moved on,
I’m still here, waiting to be found.

— The End —