How long have it been since then?
How have you been doing since then?
How have I been doing since then?
So many questions, none to be answered.
Let just kept at heart.

But the fact, I have been thinking a lot since that  day full of sorrow.
In fact, I have learnt so much than what I have learnt in months.
In fact, I was thinking about a word
In fact, I learnt that there is no battle against It that a mortal can conquer..

Never ever challenge yourself against It. It can make you go crazy,
It can ripped you apart, by worst It can **** you.
Never ever fool around with It, Otherwise It will fool around with you.
It have its own way of doing things.

But I have found out that,

The only way against that word is the word itself.