Fairy tales and fantasies are someone's cause of happiness,
Happiness that can't be seen in reality,
Reality that we want to escape,
To escape just to feel faux happiness.

I am lost in a world where griffins fly and the faries flutter through the trees,
I am lost in a world where mermaids inhabit the lake,
where dragons are curled around mountains and magic is complete real

I am lost in a world where I am free, a prince/ss that does not need saving because I have saved myself

I am lost in my own mind,
so please, do not disturb

Maybe he was my forbidden fruit ,the bite that rottens the Soul,
The Soul that reeked of his blended poison of love and Agony,
Agony,disarray ,desolation everything despairing and yet him i still Yearn
I Yearn for the roots of his intimacy that yielded these fast  pounds of my Heart
A Heart that  can no longer be instructed on how or when to cease from loving HIM.
Loving Him has grown into these weeds that I try each day to uproot from this garden of Forsaken
Yes,Forsaken,deserted,deeply absorbed in the soils of his Mess

My Mess,his ,whom to blame?Existing in his hazardous habitat is all I know
All I know now is waking up to the echoes of the silence of his heart when mine calls out his  
All I know now is living through the plague of his touch ,when my body desires for his
All I know now is  sleeping in his bed of absence with hope that one day ill be HIS
All I know is that  I am hopeful of a fertile fate and the harvest of redemption awaits

when I look repeatedly

from far away

I can't see me

a lot of people around

people in black and white

the homeless man

screaming for a dollar

but no one respond

people without feelings

how they know

about the great love



the ****-star

just passing by

and the wallets are open

only to see the opened legs

and many other things

why you guys

give her that much

of dollars

I can't answer



the white guy

change his color eyes

the color of his hair

and fingernails

make his hair grow

and surpass a girl

in the name of the style

what a style

why? I can't reply



the black guy

want a big body

muscles everywhere

except the brain

he wants to impress

the girls with his body

and guns why?why?

I can't tell



the politician

is based on a lie

lying with a wide smile

when he say a truth

it's only two

a disaster or a war

that threaten nations soul

but when it go

they say it was easy to handle

don't freak out anymore

why?why? I can't answer



oh people wash your minds

your souls

your hearts

and start to unite

we want only one country

with peace and only peace