The waves grew rough
as the strings started to break
my hands held too long that it started to bleed
"Hold on.." i said as i felt his hands glide.
"I can't.." he said as he removed my bleeding hands from his.
"This boat is too small for two people, you have to let go." i felt the sinking of the boat as my tears started to fall i realized,
maybe he was right..
I was too selfish for my own good that i forgot what mattered most..
The one i want to share my dreams with.
The one i want to be with in the future..
Crestfallen and gradually i asked him. "Do you still.. love me?" Every word killed my very being, afraid of the words he'd say.
He kept mum.
I felt this queer feeling- the feeling of being worthless.
My heart aching from so much pain.
My hands throbbing from holding too long.
Little did i know it was me.
It was me who needed the saving.
"You chose your dream and now you lose me." He looks over to his shoulder as he heard a yacht coming.
And still, he chose to leave me at my worst.
I found myself in wonderland,
a false fairytale to be exact,
i think i have lost my mind,
but i hope i get back.
I fell in a rabbit hole endlessly,
my head is spinning vigorously,
i think i am going crazy,
so i ran and ran carelessly.
Today i met the hatter,
laughing over some matter,
out of the blue he gave me a reminder,
that this dream was a killer.
Confused from the warning,
i woke up from dreaming,
i held my hands when it started trembling,
for the things i don't remember doing.
It was like becoming an ill,
everything just wasn't well,
the longer i tried to feel,
every second feels like hell.
And i tried to understand,
all the words you said at hand,
maybe it wasn't just what i expected,
but believe me when i say,
every lie stated my end.
I almost forgot how reality felt like,
whenever you make everything feel right,
and as time continue to run vast,
i remembered that not all things were meant to last.
— The End —